|Current mood:|| lonely|
|Current music:||Nada Surf ~ "If You Leave"|
Oh my god, i miss him so much. i dont even know why i broke up with him. im gonna cry myself to sleep tonight. i cant stop thinking about him and i miss him so much but i know i blew it. i cant think of anything to say to tell him how i feel and i dont wanna ruin our friendship but i cant live without him. i want him back so bad, im so retarded. i had no good reason to break up with him, i was just scared. tears are rolling down my face and i feel so dumb. he's afraid to take me back cuz i might break his heart again, i cant live with the fact that somebody cant love me becuz i broke their heart. it makes me feel like such a bad person. when he talks about it it makes me feel like such a criminal. i just miss him so much... i dont know what to do with myself. i love him so much and ive only seen him 3 times. im gonna go cry myself to sleep...
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