| Current mood: |  cold |
| Current music: | Emotionless: Good Charlotte |
Time for a new journal
I needed a place to put my thoughts where no one really knew of me. This is gonna be the place. I'm tired of trying to please everyone with *happy thoughts* all the damn time. The fact is, we all cannot be happy all the time.
I'm having a hard time dealing with my parents recent separation. Its difficult to see my mother depressed, my little sister down and my brother cry. Its even harder that I don't have the support of many friends. My boyfriend Matt and my girl Sue have been absolute angels through this. The others; Steve, Denis, Angelique... just to name a few, abandoned me. I try not to dwell on it, but we've been through so much that its hard not to. Two of my best friends live miles away and they're great, but its just not the same. We're growing up, things are changing. I try like hell not to depend on them because they've got their own lives, their own problems and I just don't want to be an added fixture. Neither one of them need it. I truly think I was meant to live my life on my own, as independently as possible, without the help of anyone.
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