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Eliza Dushku (e_dushku) wrote,
@ 2003-07-21 00:44:00
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    Current mood: contemplative
    Current music:Sevendust __ Trust

    Aye, time to breathe? Nah..

    One second I am bored out of my mind the next i'm doing a ton of things at once. Proud to say I can keep up my multi tasking abilities but i'm not sure how long that's gonna last, hopefully enough time for me to get everytthing done before I can take a breather, but we'll just have to see how that pans out. I've been trying not to update much, that way my updates seem.. better.. or something along those lines. Look at me, trying to get with the wisdom. It's not working too well though. -Shrugs- Eh, it was worth a try.

    So, yesterday I took Vince and Nate with me to Madmoiselle Branch's concert. Nate had me kidnapped and I couldn't very well not take him, and Vince said he'd go but i'm not sure if he enjoyed it. Although i'm sure Nate would have had much more fun if a a certain other cult member came with us but I didn't feel the need to embarass him, so I didn't ask her. Wow I hope people can read links ;). And would you look at that, all with the suddlety. Or lack there of. Your choice.

    Lately i've been trying on the whole contemplation thing. I used to try not to look too far into things, but eh, sometimes you just have to wonder. I used to underanalyze things and not pay too close attention, now I seem over overanalyze things. It's nice going from one drastic to another there, isn't it? Not really. I can't help but wonder what people think sometimes. I mean, I know who my friends are, and who I couldn't live without. But sometimes their opinions clash and you start to think who is right and who is not. I've been called so many things I just try and think which is true. I've been called sweet and evil, predictable and spontanious, modest and arroagant, and everything inbetween. Maybe it's possible to be all of them? I'm not even sure if I can take that as a compliment or not. I should stop thinking. It hurts my head.

    And I don't want to prove "God" wrong, so i'll update about the Comic Convection in San Francisco today. I was there promoting "Tru Callings". Joss and Kevin happened to be there too, strutting their stuff and acting like the shit as usual ;). Love you guys. No really. Just keep giving me paychecks. I did some Q&A, and a met and greet. We even showed the pilot episode, so if we don't get good ratings i'll take it personally. Nate even started threatening people in his journal. Thanks. ;) I did his layout too. Go look. Now. :(.

    I've also been talking more with Sarah as of late. My life is now complete. She's like the yin to my yang, or something corny like that. I was rereading my journal and she even dressed up as Jesus for me once and is going to hell for it just for me. I feel the love. And no matter what she says I love her more than she loves me and that's the end of that ok thank you. But no really, that girl is the best ever :\ If everyone doesn't send her love letters in the mail i'll be thoroughly disappointed in each and every one of you.

    On that note, it's 12:58, so i'm going to go to sleep now. With witnesses. Thank you very much. Goodnight all.



    One second I be mastabatin out o' muh ma fuckin mind da next ah'm doin' uh ton o' things at once. Proud ta say I can keep up muh ma fuckin multi tasking abilities but ah'm not sure how long dat'sgonna last, hopefully enough tyme fo' me ta git everytthing done 'bfoe I can take uh breather, but we'll just gots ta see how dat pans out. I've been trying not ta update much, dat way muh ma fuckin updates seem.. bettah.. or somethin' along those lines. Look at me, trying ta git wiff da wisdom. It'snot working too well though. -Shrugs- Eh, it wuz worth uh try.

    So, yesterday I took Vince an' Nate wiff me ta Madmoiselle Branch's concert. Nate had me kidnapped an' I couldn't very well not take him, an' Vince said he'd jet but ah'm not sure if he enjoyed it. Although ah'm sure Nate would gots had much mo' fun if uh a certain other cult member came wiff us but I didn't feel da need ta embarass him, so I didn't ax her. Wow I hope peeps can read links ;). And would ya peep at dat, all wiff da suddlety. Or lack dere o'. Your choice.

    Lately i've been trying on da whole contemplation thin'. I used ta try not ta peep too far into things, but eh, sometimes ya just gots ta wonder. I used ta underanalyze things an' not pay too close attention, now I seem over overanalyze things. It'snice going from one drastic ta another dere, ain't it? Not really. I can't he`p but wonder what peeps th'o't sometimes. I mean, I know who muh ma fuckin niggas iz, an' who I couldn't live without. But sometimes they opinions clash an' ya start ta th'o't who iz right an' who iz not. I've been called so many things I just try an' th'o't which iz true. I've been called sweet an' evil, predictable an' spontanious, modest an' arroagant, an' everything inbetween. Maybe it'spossible ta be all o' dem? I'm not even sure if I can take dat as uh compliment or not. I should stop thinking. It hurts muh ma fuckin head.

    And I don' wants ta prove "God" wrong, so ah'll update about da Comic Convection in San Francisco taday. I wuz dere promoting "Tru Callings". Joss an' Kevin happened ta be dere too, strutting they sheeit an' acting like da sheeit as usual ;). Love ya pimpz. No really. Just keep giving me paychecks. I did some Q&A, an' uh met an' greet. We even showed da pilot episode, so if we's don' git pimp-tight ratings ah'll take it personally. Nate even started threatening peeps in his journal. Thanks. ;) I did his layout too. Go peep. Now. :(.

    I've also been jivin' mo' wiff Sarah as o' late. My life iz now complete. She'slike da yin ta muh ma fuckin yang, or somethin' corny like dat. I wuz rereading muh ma fuckin journal an' she even dressed up as Jesus fo' me once an' iz going ta hell fo' it just fo' me. I feel da love. And nahh matter what she says I love her mo' than she loves me an' dat'sda end o' dat otay thank ya. But nahh really, dat ho iz da bomb ever :\ If brothas don' send her love letters in da mail ah'll be thoroughly disappointed in each an' every one o' ya.

    On dat note, it's12:58, so ah'm going ta jet ta sleep now. With witnesses. Thank ya very much. Goodnight all. an dat boil on mah ass.



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alisonlarter
2003-07-21 01:08 (link)
One second I be mastabatin out o' muh ma fuckin mind

-DIES.-

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e_dushku
2003-07-21 10:51 (link)
How did I *know* that'd be the only part you looked at?!

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