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Kill or be killed (dying_about) wrote,
@ 2004-05-19 20:41:00
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    Current mood: lonely
    Current music:nothing. right now music can suck a fat one

    God save gas prices
    So we're looking at houses and we found a whole bunch..but "we don't know yet"
    *sigh*. My family stresses me out. I want to just get out of here and be comfortable.

    Yea right. That'll be the day. Nothing is working out for us. nothing

    Maybe I'm expecting too much in a new house. Maybe I should just be happy that we're moving. Maybe I shouldn't have such high standards set. Maybe I should just not even be here. this is so lame. then again I'd rather get a new house before I go out and do something else crazy. I'd rather get a new house, than drive, than go on a summer vacation, than pretty much anything.

    I can't even stop thinking about it. I had a breakdown yesterday just because of my family..and all this stress. I dont want to have to worry about this. It should be something that my parents worry about. not me. But I can't help it. and I'm letting it get to me. Its insane.


    Maybe I should stop using the word I so much. and stop worrying so much about me and how things will be for me. this is my parents pretty much. I'm almost out of the house.

    I'm so pathetic.

    I need Subway. and caffiene pills.



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