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yesturday.is.gone. (dshbrd345) wrote,
@ 2003-12-11 13:59:00
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    Current mood: blank
    Current music:Finch-letters to you

    Do you notice I'm gone?

    I stayed home from school today 'cause I was super tried when I woke up this morning. Plus it was a maroon day.. and maroon days are an effing drag.
    .
    I have drivers ed later tonight. woot.
    .
    Yesturday was a half day. Lizz's mom picked me and her up at school and then we went to the mall. haaaha. Such a grand time. We went bra shopping!! It was great. I went up to some random guy and said.. 'hey we're looking at bras' and he turned around and walked away. ha. Then me and Lizz went out to her car while her mom did some more shopping and we put a sign on someone's car. We went to best buy and ran around looking for the digital cameras and then ran back to PacSun to find her mom. We kept trying on hats. boy oh boy, do I look funny in hats.=P Her mom is so funny. Anywho, They dropped me off at home & then Carlos brought me to my appoinment with my psyciotrist. I don't understand why I have to go. We don't talk about anything that I don't tell my not so close friends. Nothing personal. But oh well, if my mom wants to pay a hundred dollars a week so I can talk to some weird lady who doesn't shave her legs than I guess that's fine with me.
    .
    I don't really know how I feel anymore. I'm not happy but I'm not sad. I guess I'm just numb to pretty much every emotion. Nothing is as fun as it used to be. Everything is the same. I really need change. I also need not to dwell on the bad things. I rarely ever cry anymore. It's like I forgot how to. I know I'm sad, I just don't feel it. I can't even explain it. I think I'm used to being depressed so I don't feel it anymore. I never tell people how I feel anymore. I just keep it all inside. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I don't really truly trust anyone.


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funkyald0goyum
2003-12-11 15:10 (link)
oooh your blurty is preety
whenever i have backrounds they work half the time
its so weird
i dont know why it does it.
>=(

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dshbrd345
2003-12-11 15:16 (link)
tehe thank you.
I'd love to help but
the truth is I don't
know what I'm doing.
My friend does it for me.
but it sometimes it's the
type of picture you
use. Like.. it can't be an
html or anything. Uhm..
something like that?=P

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funkyald0goyum
2003-12-11 16:03 (link)
hmm
yea
thanks

in my livejournal - http://www.livejournal.com/users/funkyald0goyum
i have a cool backround but recently it hasnt been showing up..

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yay
wittmister
2003-12-11 17:32 (link)
for shizzle friends :)

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Re: yay
dshbrd345
2003-12-11 19:29 (link)
fo' rizzle nizzle bizzle gizzle.;)

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okstaa124
2003-12-11 21:32 (link)
im fuckin always here for ya

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dshbrd345
2003-12-12 06:44 (link)
I know but you live so far away so it's hard.=/
but I love you Okee!!!!!!

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