AJ (drunkenskwirl) wrote, @ 2004-06-21 19:43:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	silence

i think that im falling deeper into depression. i dont want to do anything........all i want to do is stay in my room, alone, and lay there. ill sleep then ill wake up then i just lay there. im not eating like i used to....in fact i only eat like 1 or 2 a day. i dont know what the fuck is going on..........but nobody knows so it doesnt matter. i maked everyone think that im fine..........i cant show them how weak i really am. i cant be weak.......i cant be. thats the worst thing in the world to me...........weakness. yet i am weak and b/c of that there is so much shit in my life thats fucked up. oh well........im going to go back down into my cold dark room so i can just lay there........dreaming about the way my life should be.

hey finishthestory2 2004-06-28 13:50 (link)

hey you dont know me but i found your journal when it was just new under the "most recently made journals"...down where it says security level, if you dont want anyone to read your entries..you can make your entries "friends" or "private"..mine's private just in case you wanted to read mine..but you sorta seem like you're havin a rough time..if you wanna talk to me on here or thru email or aim my s/n is partiebabe202 & my email is Partiechik202@yahoo.com.... and dont worry cuz i dont judge people.....thats only if you wanna talk..if you dont i understand.... peace out /R.L.H. (Reply to this) (Thread)