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Drugs Bunny (drugsbunny) wrote,
@ 2003-03-12 23:35:00
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    Current mood: cheerful

    The GoodBye

    So um ya...I know a few posts ago I talked about leaving the online life. Well um it starts tonight. I have a new email address now and I'll be changing my Yahoo and AIM names as well. There is so much going on in my mind right now...I will miss everyone...but tis for the best. NOT ONE FUCKING person messaged me when my messenger name popped up as "Blocks everyone Bye" or whatever I made it. I spose I didn't expect much from young people whose main concern is having fun and being as immature as possible. That don't go for everyone, but the majority. So ya whatever. I try so hard to make a chatroom cool, and make a group cool and they barely get used. All the fucking hard work and hours I put in to trying to make that shit the best it can be goes to waste...and for who?! People who seem to give it the time of day when they have nothing better to do. I know I can't compete with people younger than me who have better things to do than I do, but it still bugs me in a way. Ugh...I don't know where to go. I hate fucking Men4Men cuz its full of a bunch of old men! LGY is the only place where you can chat with both genders around your age. And I don't wanna go there nor can I. Well I spose I could, but I dont want to base a friendship on lies. So I made my own room, but I sit sometimes for up to 3 hours until someone other than a spammer visits and stays for longer than a minute. I wish there was a popular and busy chat where both boys and girls go like LGY. For some reason the one I made sucks, so I'll go to someone elses.

    This is so off the point but its the main thing on my mind right now. There is much more to it, then just some stupid chatroom. But I feel good about starting over. I can build new and meaningful friendships. People who will actually give a fuck if a friend was thinking of blocking them. I am sounding like such a pathetic loser, I got so many people on my messengers, yet barely talk to any of them...and at teh same time want to be best friends with them all. So starting over will be cool, so I can start from the beginning and meet people who like hold conversations about things and do more than be immature. And like I said there are more reasons, but this is the main stuff on my mind right now. If I feel like it later I'll post more. So ya I'll still post here to update my life. But with in a week, everyone will move on with their lives and forget there ever was a Rich. So ta ta kisses n hugs and all that shit.

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2003-03-13 23:16 (link)
online friendships can only go so far. Try less on chat rooms and more in real life. Its more fulfilling I think. Failing that, get addicted to Everquest and make friends there

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2003-03-14 14:00 (link)
i was wondering if u could help me, i have a picture i want to put on my page and the picture is on my comp do u know how i can make it smaller to fit an how i can get some back grounds like yours please please help me

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2003-03-15 03:20 (link)
I read you entry, and all you talked about is you're online friend's that you have now are "pathetic" or aren't "Mature" enough for you. The thing is that if you are starting all over again what are you going to do before you add them to you're IM's? Ask if there mature or not? I'm not trying to sound hatefull against you or anything but come on and think about it, I am sure you were immature once before. And I am sure you knew what it was like to have fun, especially on the internet. You might be telling yourself "I can do this, and I will prove to them all that I can leave the net" It's not all about proving anything to them, or leaving and coming back in a while to see who all missed you, Because basically no one will, maybe a few people out of so many will but hardly anyone will take the time anymore to see how you been doing.

Where I am getting at is you shouldn't leave the net completly you should take breaks from it you know? Come on every so often out of the week for only a few minutes to update or check you're mail. I am sure that you have a lot of online friend's that will miss you greatly and you shouldn't punish them for what other's are doing.

So stick around will ya? I am sure I will miss you too.

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2003-03-15 10:08 (link)
My mistake, I didn't mean "Pathetic" I meant "Immature"

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