| Current mood: |  apathetic |
| Current music: | Pain - Jimmy Eat World |
Jebus
I don't even know too much anymore, it just seems the more I tell about myself the less it helps so I'm done. From now on it's just me against the world, I can't really count on anyone else anymore, they've all seemed to fail me as of late. From now on I'm just going to take everyone on my own and leave everyone else behind. I guess that's how it's always been, just myself that I could count on, well I guess it's time for me to surrender to that part of me that I hate. It's harsh and unforgiving but it gets things done, sorry all but it's the choice I have to make.
~JB
"Hate Every Beautiful Day"
Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again again
I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement
Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day
Faces in the crowd
Fake smiles for miles
My imitations wrong of them again
Trapped inside this cheap hotel
Bored as hell turing the channels 'round
In my head
In my bed
I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement
Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day
I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement
I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
I'm not the same, not the same lost my feeling
All I know I'll never know
All I know I'll never know
Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
~Sugarcult
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(Anonymous)
2006-04-01 21:10
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your peace of mind should mean the most to you, no matter what steps you need to make or how hard they may be. i hate seeing you so broken up, and really thats all ive seen in a long while. i just hope that whatever it is you want it comes to you, and soon. you deserve the best and great happiness, your a great man and god will repay you for everything one day, i just know it. just know that i care so much for you, and if you need anythin, you know im a phone call or text away.
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