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| Current music: | goodbye to you |
magic stick
so last night was the akins game and it was pretty fun. billy said he would try to come, but i wasnt thinking he would. but then as im stretching for thriller, he comes over and says hi, and pulls me up of the ground. hes so sweet looking.thriller went so great and i f-ing love band the show was so great and fun and festive and i just love the people in band everyone dressed up and its just great to see. after the game my family takes me joel billy and lyssa to ihop together and then kennedy and railsback and bradley show up and we hang eat together and it was so much fun. and then lyssa says "finish this sentence...'i love the smell of_____'" and coach yells "____'s closet!!" right in front of me and im like HELLO im still here, it was kind of an ass thing to say but i didnt let it get to me. tonight was the dance, and billy is so great. he comes to pick me up and brings me 13 long-stem roses, and they are so beautiful, and he opens the car door for me and is so nice. i cant believe hes so nice. and so i just figure that when we get to the dance he wont even dance with me bc he told me how hes a bad dancer and blahblahblah, but then 50 cents "magic stick" starts to play and me and billy start dancing, and he was actually dancing and having fun, and we danced almost the whole night. it was great, and i danced with lyssa and ash and india andsarah and som many girls it was so much fun. jd and justin started making fun of how skinny billy is though, which was not cool at all, just because hes not a porker, i dont care though. me and billy had a beautiful moment. we were just standing there, and i look up at him and he looks at me and we are just looking at each other and he smiles and hes so cute, and it was just really nice. he kept trying to hold my hand, and i kept pulling away. i dont know. i want to lik ehim more, but right now for the moment, i want to go really really slow and i dont want anything serious at all. i dont even want anything not serious either. i just dont want anything. hes so great though and i feel bad, like i should want to be with him. maybe i like him...
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