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general stuffffff............
hmmmm...a lot of thoughts has been occupying my mind lately and all of them not necessarily important but nonetheless they are thoughts which i'm thinking and it's occupying my mind space.
i'm having a certain problem and i don't know why it's recuriing again after a long time. I can't talk about it to anyone. well i could talk about it once upon a time to "6.3" but he's not here now and i have to find a solution on my own. it's so irritating.
i hate the bad dreams that i have, they cause me to get up in the middle of the night scared and hurt. I sometimes feel that they'll never leave me alone. But then the other day i dreamt about the same thing and surprisingly it had a happy atmosphere. maybe it's because i'm grown up now and can handle what i once could not. I hope this continues. then dreams won't be so bad after all.
the number 1 spot is difficult to attain, in all respect of life. whether be it academics, relationships or lines at ticket counters. We work hard, sacrifice, and hope, but the results always play a trick. my life is such. the number one slot is taken and is also unattainable. A paradox in itself!
the thought of my new job is exciting but it scares me too.
i have responsibilities and i must be focussed
My mom is such a lovely person and so giving. can i ever be even a little like her.
I'm putting on weight and i hate it.
My PC is giving problems. It's so slow. I have unloaded some softwares but it does'nt seem to help.
Sometimes, even when you dislike a person you make some effort in being nice. for humanity sake at least. but then some people does'nt deserve that as well. they'll never changed from their run down attitude.
my sister is growing up so fast. At her age I was a devil ;-) and so naughty *wink*.
i'm hungry and so will eat a little......................
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