Minicup_hippie (dizz) wrote, @ 2004-04-30 18:28:00

I GIVE UP WITH IT ALL
i am just tring to be me
whoever that person may be
but life won't let me

i wanna go to maine but school handuffs me
to my bedpost of new york

i wanted to dye clothes
but it turned out like shit
one tye dye looks like crap
and they won't stop running color

and i am working so hard

i dont' know why i am crying for
i just can't do anything right
and it tastes like i am gonna cough up blood

but don't worry i won't kill myself
i am not brave enough for that
cause in my sick little twisted brain
through this hyperventalating pain
i still something will change
and maybe a delicious boy would come
or someone will appreciate what i've done
but for now i am left in the mud

drowning in my own saliva and tears

	lolli278 2004-05-02 22:37 (link)
	i love carolyn! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	dizz 2004-05-03 19:45 (link)
	thanks that was one shitty weekend for me and no it is just gonna continue to school finally gives up hits hold on my fingers (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)