Minicup_hippie (dizz) wrote, @ 2004-03-31 23:56:00

letting the cold focus me into the rushing of learning
will there be anything left?
anything left for me
as the jam this information into my skull
squeeze equations and battles into the folds of my brain

will there be a spot for me
to develop what i want to be
to be creative

or has it been used up
by teachers who sleep
while i study
to try to not fail
so i won't...

so i won't what ?
what would be worse than
be upset and hyperventalating
and having emotional breakdowns every week ?
is learning worth this feeling
this feeling like i am gonna vomit

i still get to be a kid right?