Sarah (dirgecarpathia) wrote, @ 2005-01-12 17:32:00

Current mood:	scared
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Stress sickness strikes again
My stress illness is back again. The same dodgy stomach feeling, the same feeling sick, the same inability to decide wether i'm really hungry or i'm not hungry atall.

Oh, and over-eating over Christmas has come for it's revenge too, put a teeny bit of weight on. Caz is right, when you put weight on why doesn't it go somewhere useful like your breasts, instead of going "Muh haha .. giving her a fat tummy would be really nice of me"?? .. i'm not fat atall though, i'm curvy-thin as Sam described me, but i'm still holding in this teeny bit of extra-chub i've newly aquired, gonna cut down on the crap now, I can't get fat, i'd rather die.

But this stress illness makes my crampy bloated stomach it gives me hard to hold in without great discomfort even sometimes pain ::sob:: .. plenty of water, more fruit, less chocolate. That's my plan. Yes indeed.

Will update more later [?] going to go watch Neighbours now. [coincidentally, i've been so over-emotional this werk i've cried every day at Neighbours]

Urgh ::cries::

	w1sh1nuponastar 2005-01-14 08:29 (link)
	aww..chill it..*hugs*yea u wry too much from all ur previous blogs iv read..ste sounds lik a gr8 guy..just cerish the time alrite n try to quit wryin..thou i noe its so hard whn u love the person more thn ur entire existence...yea..i finally got my com back..it was attacked by some bug i think..yea..haha (Reply to this) (Thread)