Diesel Anne (dieselanne) wrote, @ 2005-04-26 22:57:00

Edge of Reason
Tonight is terrible. I am in such a bad mood and I want to kick something.

So, this afternoon Justin calls Kara and tells her he'll be at our house at 9. Kara wants to go to Beth's party and wants me to come, so I get myself all prepped to go out. I'm finally psyched to go drink and have given into the fact that I will probably not wake up feeling well in the morning. With my party mentality, we set out to Stonegate. Chris isn't home so we go directly to Beth's. There's a sign on the door and it says "Only Girls, No Guys" and right away I'm wary. I have a thought in my head and I'm praying I'm not right, but the lack of loud music and people on the balcony are not a good sign. I finally open the door and, lo and behold, it's a sex toy party. No beer, just rotating dildos.

I'm actually pretty amused at this point because apparently Beth failed to mention any of this dildo business to Kara. None of the girls even look up (I'm sure at least some of them were embarrassed that Justin was there, but some girl told him to come in and the old woman hostess with a suitcase full of dildos said he'd have fun) and I finally decide after standing there for almost a minute that this is fucking ridiculous. I just walked out. Kara and Justin soon follow.

Kara wants to go to Sunchase to see if Chris is there, but I hate Chris' frat friends, so I opt to visit Flubes, who I haven't really seen much lately. I'm trying to joke around with Kara but everything I say she gets pissed about so finally I just shut my fucking face. I walk in and to my utter disgust, Mario is there. I fucking hate that loud, obnoxious, selfish, rude (pardon my slur, but that's what he is) wop. He needs to go to whatever Hell accepts people who talk much too loudly about opinions that no one cares about but themselves. When Mario is around, Falah is an ass. "What are you doing here?" "Kara went to a frat place that I hate, so I'm here to visit. Don't worry, it won't be long." "Steve's not here." "Yeah, I know, I came to see you for a bit. I don't have to stay. Do you want me to leave?" "Steve's not here."

Fuck that. I walked out with him yelling behind me but I was too pissed to listen.

So then I get in Kara's car (Chris wasn't over in the Chase so she came to pick me up) and again with the "Kara is with Justin and Liesel is in the Way" club. They decide to go to Walmart, but since I can't hear the conversation thanks to the music and they don't seem to want me to hear it and if I do go it will probably end up with me getting more nasty remarks from Kara when I'm just trying to be nice, when I finally get invited, I decline. Then I try to talk to a friend online and am ignored. I text message, more ignoring. Call, ignored. So much for a cheer-up shag.

As Bridget Jones would say:
V. angry about dismal evening. Think will consume two (perhaps more) alcohol units followed by several fags. Bit fed up, actually.

	Steve's not here (Anonymous) 2005-04-27 00:08 (link)
	~Stever (Reply to this) (Thread)

	woah! awesome! (Anonymous) 2005-06-05 19:07 (link)
	So wait a second--why did you leave the dildo party? I don't understand--Is Justin gay? I would have barricaded the door and not let them kick me out!!! What the hell!? Good blurty post, even though i'm a little late reading it. -Richard (Reply to this) (Thread)