scottymac (dieing2live) wrote, @ 2005-11-07 15:55:00

four months later...where to begin...the start i guess. well the summer turned out to be more then i ever thought i would be. home...i cant explain to you what home has meant to me these past few months. i never realized how much of an attachment i could have to a place or how much of an attachment i already had. coming back to age old friendships, family, and memories perched on every corner. it has been a summer of reflection and relization as to just how rich i have become. rich with a currency that is untouchable to the physical world. change is another thing that has been a big part of these past few months for me. my mind, my way of thinking, my way of relating to others and myself, all changed. you know when you come to a point in your life when you feel like something has ended and something new has begun. almost like a "page break" in your life. somewhere in the past few months i have come to one of those. so all in all the summer that i long awaited for was far beyond any thing that i could have asked for. and slowly i think it is becoming the life that i have always hope for. the details of this past few months, though i feel are nowhere near as important as the outcome of it all, i will list for your sake. my home, cape breton...sailing on the sea...many nights with friends...kayaking and surfing...swiming and camping...concerts and weddings...and a girl. these are the details of my recent days. some of more importantance then others but all playing a vital role in where i have arrived in my journey thus far in life. and as i reflect back on what and where i have come from i also look forward, possible more unsure of my direction then ever before, but with confidance that there is more to this life the living and dieing.

home (Anonymous) 2005-12-07 07:57 (link)

Hey Scott: I was excited to see you had a blog linked from Jeff's page. I miss you! I enjoyed reading your posts and catching up on your life. I think it's awesome that you're at this cool place in life..where things are changing, but much is the same. Where you have fresh eyes for things you've seen your whole life. Sometimes we have to go away and go back to see what we had all along.... Sarah (http://www.jaminandsarah.com) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: home dieing2live 2005-12-07 17:57 (link)
	hey sarah! what a nice surprise! good to hear from you! i guess it has been a long time since i have seen you. alot has changed for both of us. congrats on your the baby! how exciting is that! i guess that i am going to see you real soon at the wedding. that will be good. well take care and say hello to jamin and baby barret for me! peace- scottymac- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)