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No one's home (diediedied) wrote,
@ 2004-02-14 11:40:00
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    Current mood: groggy
    Current music:Hoobastank- The Reason

    Saint Valentine's Day
    Hoobastank Lyrics
    The Reason

    I'm not a perfect person
    As many things I wish I didn't do
    But I continue learning
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is you

    I'm sorry that I hurt you
    It's something I must live with everyday
    And all the pain I put you through
    I wish that I could take it all away
    And be the one who catches all your tears
    Thats why i need you to hear

    I've found a resaon for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is You [x4]

    I'm not a perfect person
    I never meant to do those things to you
    And so I have to say before I go
    That I just want you to know

    I've found a reason for me
    To change who I used to be
    A reason to start over new
    and the reason is you

    I've found a reason to show
    A side of me you didn't know
    A reason for all that I do
    And the reason is you

    That's a nice song. Wish I had a reason to think so, but I don't. It's sweet, and extraordinarily unrealistic. How annoying. It is, too. The likelyhood of ever finding that one person? Ummm...no. Guess why over half the marriages today end in divorce?

    "If you see a fork in the road, go straight"
    -scion commercial
    I thought that was interesting...because should you go straight at a fork in the road, you'll likely walk into a tree. There's usually a reason that the road pavers didn't make the road go straight, and it is usually a large, blunt object.

    Oh, right. Valentine's day. Hmmm... life is so predictable. That things should happen the way they do, at the time they do, and let's not forget with or without whom they do. Interesting, as always.
    Since it is a holiday, if it were to be perfect, you know what I'd want?
    I'd want to go to NYC, spend the night in a hotel, one that is easily snuck out of. Sneak out in the middle of the night, and just go wandering, enjoying the depth of the night. Since we're dreaming here... While outside, I would meet another wanderer. Close to my age (a bit older works too) and handsome. He shares my adoration for the night, and we walk it together, talking about anything and everything all at once. To soon it becomes apparent that dawn is coming, and he offers to walk me back. On our way, we watch the sunrise together. Reaching our destination, we exchange phone numbers, (via my handy sharpie and an arm, of course) and promise to meet again. After exchanging a kiss we part, and I sneak back inside, my travelling comrades oblivious to my adventure.
    Wow. How shitty was that... I'm debating deleting the whole thing...
    No, I guess I won't. I wasted the time to type it, after all. Senseless dreaming. Not even as good as my other worldy designs. Oh well. None of it will ever happen anyway. There, that was my little valentine's day story. Have fun with that one. Yea, that would be the cow in the herd that's Mad. You might want to stay away from me.



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lessthanalittle
2004-02-15 16:49 (link)
Don't give up... :-)

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diediedied
2004-02-15 21:50 (link)
*shakes head*
aren't I supposed to say that to you?

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lessthanalittle
2004-02-15 22:15 (link)
Nope! Think that one's been engraved into my thoughts... But I still choose to ignore it... :-D

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