Eli (die_m_f) wrote, @ 2004-12-08 17:24:00

Current mood:	frustrated
Current music:	Sevendust - Bitch

Life sucks sooo bad
So, I've been with this girl for 20 months. She gets in a pissy mood and tells me to take the cell phones we got together, her promise ring, and this relationship and shove it up my ass. Of course i take took as a breakup. We smooth things over and then a week later she goes up to Green Bay with her family for thanksgiving. While she was up there she meet an online friend of hers she's been talking to for about a year for the first time. I found out upon him picking her up and taking her back to his place she pulled him into his bedroom and started consentual activities. (can't spell) I can only assume that it was like or worse than the first time we meet. From what i found out she was ready to hop right into another relationship less than a week after we broke up based off of a year of online talking and 3 days of actual human contact. Of course i was hurt by this, but i guess i'm better of knowing. From that i figured she had been cheating on me. And she was. She had been having these little flings with pretty much every cute boy that paid attention to her. I take a lot of them knew she had a boyfriend and that just pisses me off. Where are the morals or common fucking decensy these days. It's like no one cares about anyone but themselves and it's really sad. Of course i would love to kill the whole lot of them, they will only pollute the gene pool. There not even sub humans in my eyes, there like a bunch of horny dogs going around humping everybodys legs. I have to admit though i should have known better, especially with her past. She's pretty much cheated on every boyfriend she ever had. I thought because she was honest and upfront about this stuff she must've really really liked me and wasn't like that anymore. But yeah i'm just a fool like that i guess. I'm always thinking of others before myself and let myself get walked on. I guess this is just the wake up call i needed to get outta that type of behavior.

infernuseternum 2004-12-10 18:36 (link)

She really is a horrible, self centered person obsessed with instant gratification. She hops from relationship to relationship, cheats on that person, moves on, and it starts all over again. Of course she acts like she loves you, asking you to do favors, but then the Drama Queen comes out and lays a guilt trip on you, or gets angry over something incredibly trivial, and has a tantrum. Oh I know. I know. The nicer you are, the more you get shit on. I'm not irked really by the fact that she's promiscuous and manipulative as much as I am that she is, and claims to be a "Christian" at the same time. Its ridiculous. But whatever, all believers of the Judeo-Christian cult are hypocrites. To hide behind a belief system to make yourself feel justified as a human being, or whatever kind of gratification it is they get from it, and then completely disregard its teachings while saying "I'm sorry, I believe" shows that an individual is dishonest. They can't even be true to their faith. The great thing is, if her Jehovah exists, she's going to burn for a long time. But I'm sure either her "adventures" or her inability to control her emotions are going to catch up with her. It's funny to hear that she hasn't changed. I bet her shortcomings pick her pockets on a daily basis. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	On the nose die_m_f 2004-12-11 05:55 (link)
	You summed her up rather well. The funniest thing now is cause she read the top reasons why girls cheat on the one they love she thinks even more she was justified in what she did. Even so, What the fuck is wrong with just telling the truth? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)