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Yeah, I Know It's Been Awhile!
I know it's been awhile since I've actually been able to sit down and write in this damn thing. LOL But it's really hard when you have to share a computer with someone and you don't want to compromise their time. It would be different if Bri and I worked different shifts but that's not the case. It's not too bad, I check my email accounts just about every day, but I try not to tie up his computer for my own use. Alot has happened since I wrote last, but I really don't know where to begin or even what I'm going to say at this point. LOL Anyway, here goes.......
First thing I want to say is that I've decided a few things about some of the people that have came into my life, whether they are or have been a major part of it or not. David being top on that list! I thought he was a really good person, but I've come to the decision that he's really nothing but a liar and likes to play with people's emotions. In my opinion he's one step above being a loser! For the way he treated my best friend, Angel, I will never forgive him and even if by some act of God he and Angel ended up together, I would be nice to him, but I don't think I could ever treat like a good friend.
Next on my list is Mr. McKain. I've come to the conclusion that he is also just a step away from being an actual loser. Why? Well, because I know in my heart that he is a good person, but he is lousy at making decisions that are right for him and those that love him, that's the only thing that keeps him from being an actual loser. The way he doesn't call his daughter really pisses me off, but then again, I think he tends to live for the moment and forgets about the long term consequences. Something he will come too realize, hopefully before it's too late. And Angel loves him, maybe not in the way she used to, but 14 years is alot to just give up on and walk away. Angel has a heart and that makes it even harder for her from time to time, but I also know that if he doesn't wake up soon, she will just walk away and there will be no going back. And then he will be sorry to learn that he's lost the best thing in his life......his wife and his children.
And last, but not least, Jenny. This is someone I've tried many times to like and have not been able to do so no matter how hard I've tried and now it's pretty much a done deal. To make a long story short when Angel came back to Indy, my husband and I tried to help her get on her feet and make a life for her and her kids, up to and including getting her a phone in my husband's name. No big deal, it was paid, and everything was cool. Then Angel's brother moved in with her and still everything was cool. Then Jenny started having problems and Angel being a good friend and all around person moves her in with them. Jenny and Ben hit it off and end up together, still everything's pretty much ok. Then the phone gets shut off because the bill can't be paid. Why? Because Jenny is a lazy ass that won't get a job and talks Ben into quitting his. Angel of course is on a fixed income, but somehow she's supposed to pay all the bills. Whatever!! Well, needless to say, Tom and I are going to pay the bill. That's not what pisses me off though. This is what pisses me off.......Angel and Jenny are talking one day and Jenny says something about she wants to get one of those phones put in the house that you don't have to pay a deposit on and they run no credit check. When Angel asks her if they can get a phone like that what's wrong with just paying for the one they have? Jenny's reply was: 'Fuck that phone bill!' Excuse me??? Who the fuck is she to say that??? For one, I know she don't like me and could give a big rats ass one way or the other, but she has no right to just act like that phone bill wasn't a big deal. Of course it's not to her, she's not friends with Tom and I, she's not the one who feels bad because it didn't get paid, and she sure is fuck is not the one who's going to be paying it. Again, in my opinion, she's a lazy fucking cunt, that takes advantage of a good situation and when then chips get down, she's the one walking on top of them insteading of helping to pick them up. Wow, what a good friend to have......I think I want to go out and find six more just like her!!!
And I want to go on "record" right now to say that I still love Angel with all my heart and no matter what people do or say, they can suck my ass before I let ANYONE or ANYTHING destroy our friendship.
Well, there's more that I'd like to write about, but alas it's that time again.....will write again when I can. Talk to everyone again soon I hope......Demonique
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