| Current mood: |  pissed off |
Well, I've come to the conclusion that sometimes what is ok for some people is not ok for others. For example, I get home from work and I call Angel in regards to an email she got from Mr. McKain and we talked for all of maybe 45 minutes before Bri reminds me that he still needs to call KC back. So, I let Angel go so that he can have the phone. Now mind you I haven't been spending hours on the phone with Angel or anyone else for that matter. I tell Bri how I feel as he's been on the phone non-stop with this bitch for the past four days. He says that he wanted to call her back before it got really late. Ok, fine, but now it's 1:37 in the fucking morning and it sure don't seem like he will be getting off the phone anytime soon. I swear as God is my witness, I wish he'd just fucking move out to Philly to be with the trifling little ho!!! I love him to death, but it pisses me off that my time is monitored, and supposedly my rent includes the phone. He throws it in my face that at least I can talk to Angel online, but in return I pointed out that sometimes things are not as easy to talk about online as they are on the phone. Maybe I should start inviting Angel over for late night visits and then when he says something about her being over here all the time I will look him in his face and tell him as we can't talk on the phone, we figured this would be better for his convenience. I hate to say it but I wish that Tom and I had taken that apartment above ZL and MT now. I bet I could use the phone whenever I wanted to then and couldn't nobody say shit to me about it. I just couldn't handle MT coming up and "visiting" me all the time. I'd end up killing her sooner or later and then we would having the problem of her not respecting my need to spend time with Tom or just time alone, and then it would lead to major problems, worse than anything that has happened with us living with Bri. I realize that we'd have our own place, but MT has a habit of making your place, her place and that wouldn't work at all. I'm a very private person for the most part and sometimes people like MT just don't get the hint that I'm not being a bitch, I just want and need time to myself or to spend with my hubby. Angel understands this and has no problems with it, that's one of the reasons she's my best friend!!!!!! Anyway it just pisses me off that I can't use the phone for as long as I want to when I want to. It's just pure fucking bullshit!!!!! I used to talk to Angel for hours and hours and tie up the phone, but I sure as hell don't do it anymore. Hell, I don't feel like sittiing at the computer for long periods of times either. I'm also not spending my "holiday" time talking to some backstabbing little cunt either!!! He's never said he loves her when they hang up from talking and she never tells him that either from what he's said, and they talk about absolutely nothing!!! It's like listening to Mary talk to someone. Well, Angel if you read this I will IM your or send you smoke signals some time tomorrow. I was just so irked I had to write it down somewhere about how I was feeling so as to avoid a big ass fucking argument with Bri. I guess I'm done bitching about THAT for the moment.
I'm so fucking pissed off at Mr. McKain. He sent an email to Angel saying it was intended for her "boyfriend" and basically threatens DM. Not in a literal sense, just that if he (DM) thinks that him and Angel will last it won't cause it never has. And then asks him if he likes fucking his (Mr. McKain) wife? Now you know the only one that has a right to ask anyone if they like fucking someone's spouse is Angel! I will probably end up sending an email to Mr. McKain and Brandy as they really piss me off with this whole thing of them trying to mind fuck Angel and that's all they are trying to do. If it wasn't for KS, I'm pretty sure Angel would just block them both and be done with them forever!!! I know she's tired of the bullshit and just wants them to leave her alone and let her get on with her life, which doesn't include either of them losers!!! I advised her against even mentioning it to DM as I'm sure that his concerns lie with the fact that Mr. McKain will at some point in time try to come back to Indy and find and Angel and then all hell will break loose. I will back Angel in whatever happens and I hope that he never finds out where she is. KS and AS deserve a better father in their lives as this one has obviously given up any chance of seeing them as he never calls or writes them or anything. He can't take five minutes to send KS an email on her birthday or Christmas but he sure can take five minutes to send an email to DM telling him he pretty much has no chance in hell of being with Angel for any extended amount of time. What the fuck is up with that?? I think thats what I'm going to write to him in my email. What a fucking prick!!!
Well, I guess I should end this here as it is turning out to be nothing but a bitch session and I would rather spend my time with my hubby and getting ready to go to bed. I will talk to everyone later. ~~~~Demonique
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