mary mary (deepwaterbloom) wrote, @ 2003-03-26 21:57:00

so a 7 line entry wasnt enough, i needed to vent
why dont people just tell me when they're mad... seriously... if i'm such a fricking jerk and f*ck up then why dont people fricking ream me out??? AHHHH i get so mad!!! how am i supposed to know how what i does affects people if nobody is telling me!?!?!?!! if my roommate hates me and doesnt want to live with me next year what good does it do not to say anything???? beth, if you're pissed at me about saturday, just say something unless its not worth it to you to even talk to me again. if kristin and so many other people have to lie to me and hide crap from me, why do they even call me a friend to my face??? if my parents hate me and dont want to talk to me and only yell at me and make me feel worthless when i'm home why dont they just tell me to move out or to keep out of their sight or whatever it is they want... i cant tap into everything that i should, maybe i'm just stupid but i'm really sick of everything... all i can do is pray, and i'm sure God is sick of me too the way things are looking today...

	im not mad daffodil_daze12 2003-03-26 23:58 (link)
	mary- i'm not mad at you. i was just annoyed. i mean i understood that you had a million things to do when you were home and whatever, its just i wished you would have called or something. i dunno. i am calling you now and i hope you answer love, beth (Reply to this) (Thread)