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Josh (deathtoall81) wrote,
@ 2004-01-24 11:45:00
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    Current mood: happy
    Current music:Skinny Puppy - Addicted

    ohhh, new story
    yes yes...another new one. lol. i find myself writing a lot. leave me comments muh peeps. lol

    *love you Aaron
    _______________

    Will my world ever stop spinning in a downward spiral? Nothing has been the same since you left. I can’t seem to find the words to try and explain my feelings…but why? I love you, but words can’t be put to it. Sometimes I cut myself to see how much it bleeds, to see if you can tell I’m in distress. Then maybe you’ll come and save me. Save me from myself. I throw all your shit onto the front lawn. Maybe you’ll see it when you drive by and come back to me. All my hopes and dreams are fucked without you. I wanted you to stay with me always…but you didn’t. I still don’t fully understand why you had to leave. You told me you saw no future for us. How? Why? I speed this car through the pouring rain. Maybe I’ll crash and die. I stop in the middle of the road and get out if the car. I stare at the house you now live in and cry. Cry these unwilling tears if sorrow. I guess there’s no room for me in your life. Well FUCK YOU, because there’s no room for you either. I’ll be fine…I’ll be fine.

    xxJoshxx



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oooooooo
(Anonymous)
2004-01-24 11:57 (link)
wow....def. turn in this one..and the one where u tie the gurl up and kill her boyfriend...LOL...yeah that one would need edited. these r so...idk how to say it..amazing. lol....i love this story!!!! ahhhh!!!Well FUCK YOU, because there’s no room for you either. I’ll be fine…I’ll be fine.< thats my fave line. *tear* i loooooooove you and thank u for updating my journal for me! u is the best! muah!!!hehe....
*aareen!

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everylastbreath
2004-01-24 14:34 (link)
I <3 it. Some of it sounds familiar.. I dunno where. But I like it. (there's yer comment, be-hotch) ;P
Love, Rani

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