Josh (deathtoall81) wrote, @ 2004-01-19 17:09:00

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hm
OK, so i just wrote this. i dunno if i like it or not. Leave me comments please. I need feed back on these.
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My head arises from the pillow as I’m jolted awake from such a horrible nightmare, a nightmare in which you’re not there, and I’m sad and lonely. As I scan the room with my barely open eyes I can see it wasn’t a nightmare, it was reality. I no longer wake up to you beside me or see you standing by the window, staring out at the lake. All I see is a shadow of memories. How could I have been so foolish? So selfish? So arrogant? It led to this feeling of regret and pity. I pity myself for what I’ve become. I forgive you for not returning into my arms, so now you can return. I realize I was stupid. I made some mistakes, but we all do. Why can’t you seem to forget or forgive? I let it go; now it’s up to you. I want you back, I need you back. I’m nothing and I’ll be nothing without you. I fall back into bed and stare at the ceiling. I close my eyes and pray that when they open, you’re there beside me in bed. I hesitate opening them because I know nothing good will come of it. So instead I rest my head on the pillows. Tears run out of my darkened eyes and down my cheeks. I can’t help but feel this way; I can’t help but shed these tears. I might not be worth it to you, but you’re worth it to me. Do you cry at night like me? I hope you do. I hope you know how I feel. You don’t though. Otherwise you’d be mine again…and I wouldn’t be hurting so much.

xxJoshxx

	awwwww (Anonymous) 2004-01-19 22:15 (link)
	wow....i love this. ill hafta say its my fave too. my fave lines....Tears run out of my darkened eyes, and I’m nothing and I’ll be nothing without you. they r like sweet, yet tragic....ooou sooo good. lol....its so sad tho*tears* but they r the best. i love it..but not as much as i love you. *muah* *aareen (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Yesh yesh! (Anonymous) 2004-01-21 08:37 (link)
	Interesante! LOL. ( God, I'm glad to be over Spanish! ) I liked this, especially the lines: Do you cry at night like me? I hope you do. I hope you know how I feel. Good job! I love yoooooooooooooooooooooooou! *J.Lynn* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	YO! thepainoflove 2004-01-21 10:37 (link)
	Hey man, this was awesome! I absolutely LOVE it!!! I could read this over and over again and still not get tired of it...and I'd still have the same feeling I had the first time I read it. Good work, loser! ~Jess or *shithead* (Reply to this) (Thread)