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Josh (deathtoall81) wrote,
@ 2004-01-13 18:59:00
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    Current mood: amused
    Current music:Nothing

    Something new...
    Days pass for I still sit alone in my room with nothing but a razorblade. I carve your name deeper into my arm, in hopes you’ll return. Without you I have nothing, I’ll be nothing, I am nothing. The blood runs from the old and fresh wounds as I cut them deeper, deeper so I’ll never forget. It drips onto the floor and stains the carpet. Nothing I really care too much about. All I saw was visions of you for the past weeks. Now all I see is my hands around your throat, choking the life from your body. I didn’t mean for you to die there. I meant for you to merely feel my pain, so I squeezed tighter, so you would know all the hurt you put me through. I scream at the top of my lungs “how could you say you love me, then go and break it off!? That’s it….you never fucking loved me!!” Soon you died and I was left with nothing, nowhere to go except back into my room and wallow in my own self pity, to keep to myself for a lifetime. My lifetime wasn’t lasting much longer. I could feel myself getting dizzy. The cuts in my arms have bled enough and I have lived my horrid life long enough. As the last drop of blood hits the floor my life fades. For I have become nothing.


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2004-01-13 20:23 (link)
that makes me sad. but it's good. actually its great. hehe
love you

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2004-01-13 23:37 (link)
That's amazing. I didn't know you had so much writing talent. Why have you kept it hidden away for so long? {By the way, if all goes according to my plans, your CDs will be in my possession tomorrow, and hopefully in the mail within the next day or so. So, as you stated, lets hope that you're getting new CDs by the end of this week}

Mucho Love,

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