I am a fallen zerø (deathbyheather) wrote, @ 2003-05-01 22:43:00

Current mood:	blah
Current music:	lords of acid - "LSD"

dumped that ass
haha yea i actually dumped him. we were talkin online n i was about to send the IM that said i didnt wanna go out nemore, but i guess he saw my journal n saw that i thought it was a pointless relationship. so yea i was like, i think we should break up. then he was tellin me how he wants to talk shit about me n i felt like a retard. he was tellin me how my "depression" is stupid n shit...i was annoyed. but oh well after he was talkin to me after i broke up with him it made me glad i did. cuz normally i feel bad, but he was bein a jackass so i wasnt sad about it at all.

and yay i get to go out with someone else now. the happiness ;D

yea i took the site for this outta my profile cuz i realized i dont want just anyone to look at this. wow today was so boring. school sucked. i was sober n yea. n then when becky came over to our lunch table she got kinda annoyed that i wasnt talkin to her, but i dont like talking when corrinne's around cuz she gives me mean looks n shit. whatever tho.

so i decided im gonna stop cutting. its really gonna take sum work but its been like 4 days since the last time i did n i wanna make my friends happy. well, friend i guess. im really gonna try.

yea if anyone wants to see my whole journal, i have a lotta entries that are friends-only, so let me know if u wanna see the others cuz i dont like any random person bein able to read sum of this shit. yea well im tired n work was gay n once again NOBODYS ONLINE! dammit. oh well im gonna go to sleep n have pleasant dreams about my sexy.

heYyy ditzss 2003-05-02 00:52 (link)

i read your journal today and it seemed interesting to me ur a little strange but in a cool sorta way yea i hate the world to but u actually have guts to express it more im scared of everything i get beaten by my boyfriend and im petrified of everyone but i dont act like i am i act like a big shot any way my name is vicky and i read u dont like preppy ppl well then maybe u wont like me but its worth a try to make a new friend someone to talk to that i can relate to anyway i live in ny staten island and im 16 so i would really like to talk to u so i geuss you can post me back or my sn is babieviccditzs on aol u can im me (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-05-02 19:37 (link)
	hey bebe i <3 you susi. i'm your friend too. and yeah no cutting please? make me happy too. kk? <3 sammi! ps-i'm sitting here on my ass on a friday night, aren't i cool? bah, i'll prolly hang w/the parents. haha (Reply to this) (Thread)