| Current mood: |  awake |
| Current music: | white stripes--seven nation army |
Hullooo...hulloooo....Its me once more today. I guess since its the first day of mine here at blurty, I have blurty fever...seeing as how this is the third entry in one day. Today was really a pretty booring one. I spent most of the evening feeding my dog Lilo and brushing him. He really is a beautiful creature, but he spends waaaay too much time being a bit of a pussy. Sometimes I think I should have named him "pussy"...cause he acts more like his feline cousins than his canine family. There was a whistle pig...(groundhog to most) on the edge of the yard which borders the woods tonight. He spent so much time barking at the damn thing and not even attempting to go after it. Oh well, this dog is so far from guard dog or vicious that I wonder sometimes if he is a dog at all....mebbe he's just an overgrown ferret. I love animals, just about any of them. I will have to post a picture of them one day. I have at this time, my dog, an evil demon spawn cockatiel named louie, that damn thing is just plain out and out bloodthirsty. Then last but not least I have my snake, named simply snake. He is an eastern banded watersnake and looks exactly like a copperhead except for his body, which is rather slim and sleek as opposed to the body of a copper which is more fat and stunted. I love hot herps, they just have that "dont fuck wit me" attitude that I love so much. They require more care than most snakes and hot herps also need alot of respect while handling, you may love yer herp...but ya cant forget that he is venomous or ya might just get a lil trip to the hospital. Thats it as far as pets go. Gah....I hate insomnia, I have been up for two days now and it looks as though I am officially working on my third. One thing that annoys me most is the way that people without sleep disorders are so used to falling asleep that they seem to think that people with severe insomnia can be cured with the same simple rememdys that they use. I have been told to do everything from take sleeping pills to making some nasty tasting tea from these fuzzy leaves that grow wild in your yard. I have been going to sleep therapists for the past three years and these people arent shrinks or psychologists, but actual medical doctors that deal with insomnia and other sleep disorders every day of their life. So far, the only thing they have been able to tell me is that my insomnia seems to be chemical related, but I have plenty of most of the chemicals that others with insomnia are lacking. Which makes me a virtual puzzle for them, but as long as my insurance company keeps on paying for it, I will keep on taking the tests and sleep monitoring and all the other shit they dream up to try and "fix" my broken sleepy mind. Whats more is when people talk about dreams I get rather annoyed. I have heard so much about how if you dont dream you die, If I hear any more about it I swear I will lean over and puke. (Dont you smartasses go and post a bunch of comments about it either haha)...When I am lucky enough to sleep, I dont reach the level of sleep that allows for dreams...I either bypass it totally and come out too fast....or I never quite dip low enough into sleep to have any. Which sucks, because I dont know what it is like to dream. So many times while I cant sleep and lie in my bed to pretend that I am a normal person and use my bed for something, I wonder what dreams are like....are they in color....can you hear, smell, touch, taste?....Is it like reality or can you tell you are dreaming?....These are things that I dont have answers to, and unless they can isolate my missing chemicals, or make a pill to "fix" me....these are questions I will never know the answers to. Kinda sucks, but I have been living with it so long...Its almost natural to me. Well, my non-sleepin ass is gonna go surf the web and look for weird or odd sites...see ya round...
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