|Current mood:|| crappy|
|Current music:||Saved By Grace|
Romance to the 10th degree minus 8.
Sometimes I just don't understand my parents. At dinner last night, they pretty much attacked me. I wanted to cry. It was total confusion. No one else in my family probably thought so, but they would hurl questions at me, but have totally different conversations with one another, not even listening to me answer.
"What movies did you watch at Cainnon's?" "I got an ATM card today" "I think I'll go to Barnes and Noble tonight" "Were Cainnon's parents still up when you were watching movies or were you just making out the whole time?" "I want to put my bed back up on the riser...can we go to Home Depot and get some blocks for it?" "I'm not in the mood to go to Home Depot we'll go tomorrow" "Frankie's hamster is dying, can we take care of it?" "Pass the ham" "I think I'll go to the beach tomorrow" "You can't, we have graduation"
That kind of stuff just makes me want to scream. They assume I'm the horniest kid alive and that the only reason I date a guy is to make out. Which gets me really angry because I like Cainnon for his personality and his outlook on life and he inspires me to be myself...I'm not just dating him for his penis. haha But seriously. I just don't get what my parents are thinking. I don't know, maybe it's because at my age, they were having sex with multiple partners and they think that that's what I want to do. I have no intentions of having sex until marriage. It just grosses me out to think about losing that before I am married. I would lose so much respect for myself and I would never be able to look at myself the same way again. Sex is sacred. It's God's wedding gift to a couple. And to take it before marriage from God is just disgusting. I don't have any respect for people who have sex before marriage. It shows no discipline and self control. And if you truly cared for the person, you would wait. I wish my parents knew how strongly I feel on this issue. Maybe they'd realize that I care about myself and that I wouldn't ever do that to myself or to the guy I was with. It just gets me upset when they assume that all me and Cainnon do is make out. It's like they look down on me and think I can't have a real relationship with someone. Ghey....
I guess I'm done.
(Post a new comment)
dont be sad, whether they see it or not, you have a respectable and truly wonderful look on things. trust me, i know what its like to deal with anal parents, just stick to what you believe and know that God loves you so much and is proud of the stand you are taking with your purity. i know i am. just remember that parents half the time have no idea what they are doing because they have so many mixed emotions about you growing up and stuff. ill keep you and your parents in my prayers. cheer up! =)|
(Reply to this) (Thread)
(Post a new comment)