me AGAIN
Hey its me again...Still havent layed down..errrrr..just cant seem to do it..i love so much sleeping, but I love so much just being able to get up let alone stay up...shyyyyyttt..the damn dues I'm paying for..Everything I've ever done wrong is coming back to haunt me...I guess Everything has haunted me ever since I was a child..EVERYTHING.....
Well now I got the damn munchies..shyt, at least I'm eating today..There for a few days I wasnt eating at all..A sandwich or a half a sandwich a day was all...today I've munched out quite alot..maybe its cause I got out..I DONT KNOW....(do you?)..now Im going to go see ummm tater chips...whewww Im hurting..errrrrrrr...wish I knew why I cant lay down then when I do I dont want to get up..behind closed doors...Debts aint paid yet..hopefully I'll pay back all my dues before I die...I wouldnt be judged very well as a man:_( It hurts me too...
I havent heard from my brother in a couplea days..that kinda has me down..i dont know, it's probably my fault why he hasn't written.....arrrrrrrrrrgggggg...If only I could be normal..
i gotta go, this is depressing and i dont want to be depressed..not before i go to sleep..nightmares..
later
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