shade (darkxchyld) wrote, @ 2004-08-24 13:54:00

Current mood:	discontent
Current music:	Amy Lee: Broken <3 GodBless!

For This Day....
A new change has approached my life...the depressed anger and deepness of the light in my soul....dreams fall heavily away from my being....I feel I have lost myself....I cant find a way out of this hole...


Poem in progress -.- I kinda bite at this crap though....I hope that soon I can find a way to change because I am a little too superficial... -.- I am sick of it too but I dont really know how to help it. It's constant....people younger than me and around my age...even older than me even....judging people they do not know...who are they to judge anyone?? If everyone just got along better or stopped judging others because they feel "cool" or just like to judge people...or even because of other people....it shows how weak we all are weather we admit it or not...I am just sick of it all....Maybe growing up isnt that bad...no one wants to ...but maybe thats the cooincedance of being an ass....I have changed lately and technically I hate change but in this case it is good...well please comment. Out there somewhere also...I have missed dearly...2 people. Christina Ryan...I still love you so much and miss you a lot! I hope we can still make our plans work. Also...Angie...a great friend of mine I have not seen online for 6 months...close to 7.....I want you hear with me...I miss you so much so come back to be...I pray you are alright. I miss you so much!

	thexbigxpicture 2004-08-30 02:20 (link)
	'hypocrisy and superficiality can all come from a bad self-esteem.... they're no different than you', haha. quite the repetitive statement, eh? i fully understand though... people that misjudge in order to hurt other people should be avoided, but it always seems to be around the corner. :\ i miss you too, talk to me! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Response darkxchyld 2004-09-01 15:59 (link)
	lol. I would talk to you online forever all day everyday but sadly my computer is screwed. My computer should be getting fixed shortly its a new one but the damn thing crashed -.- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)