y0ffeeeeee (danzgrl224) wrote, @ 2003-04-26 20:17:00

Current mood:

contemplative

I hAvE nOo cLUe..((i got carried away on this entry...whoops))
number of people you could trust with your life: maybe 2 or 3


^ I read that off a survey from Lesli cherri_lolipop ((You get publicity from my interest! lol))

Honestly, if I answered that question, my answer would be 1. And that's my mom. Might sound pathetic, but it's the truth. People these days are so... what's the word... MEAN. Girls are just jealous, lying, backstabbing, little things. And there aren't any boys that are sensitive either. I mean, let's face it, how many are there? 2. And they're dating each other. This isn't like a vent entry..it's a the-truth-that-no1-really-wants-to-admit entry. I mean, I know some of you have best friends that you think wil never turn on you or hurt you in any way or whatever, but you know deep down there's this *teeny-tiny-eensy-weensy lil part of you* that's not sure if she'll live up to you expectations. I mean, your expectations are pretty high. She/He's supposed to be there for you and always encourage you and never be mean and make you laugh and stop you from crying and all that other stuff. So you know there's bound to be one day where she doesn't and you get all confused and wonder what you did wrong....and why you're not perfect...and how come no1 likes you... and ten you get all depresed and stuff...now im not talkin about jz best friends, but everyone..family, boyfriends, best friends, strangers, THE WORLD. idk..maybe its me in one of my perspective moods, but it jz seems that way...too much thought will screw you over. and that sucks, so stay busy! lol...i have no idea what im talking about and i'll probably look at it tomorrow and realize how much of a loser I sound like, but for now, whatever. It seems like all my blurty girls are depressed and its all caused by other ppl..and then they analyze it ((which is what im doing..sry im hypocritical at the moment)) and then everyone is like "fukk life. i wanna die" and i've had a few friends that have attempted suicide...and im jz hopin this entry will help everyone...help them realize that the world is full of mean peope and its every1 for themselves...if you dont keep yourself sane who will?

	cherri_lolipop 2003-04-26 21:00 (link)
	i really dont trust anybudie. . .i juss put that so sum of my friends that live in my state wont feel left out or nuttin. .ya kno. . .but you have sum good points :) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Heyyyy scarlett63 2003-04-26 22:14 (link)
	Hey Yo...nice way of summing up friday. Stop thinkin so much Leah...its so tru itll make another person think. This is Cynthia in case ur wonderin who Leah is talkin about in her blurty at times :)....ne1 want to help me with my blurty...chek it out and youll kno y. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	2285 2003-04-26 23:56 (link)
	Yeah I've realized that I really can't trust anyone anymore...they all turn on you at the drop of a dime. I try to keep myself from being one of those people and my whole perspective has changed for the better lately so hopefully what you said will help others. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	blondiebabie727 2003-04-27 11:44 (link)
	you made some really awesome points in that entry..and honestly i do have thoughts about if my friends will stay true etc...and so many of them dont..so i only tell everything to my cousin.and sometimes my mom..well newaiz you really made alot of sense in that entry and you didnt sound like a loser..muah! x.0.x.Lindsay (Reply to this) (Thread)

d0nt_judge_me 2003-04-27 15:38 (link)

hey hun i think that ur entry is true but its also not true.. like i mean i can prolly trust a couple of my friendz w/my life cus i've known em 4 a long time and i kno that they wouldnt backstab me.. only cus they tell me everything but i see where ur coming from.. it takez me a while to earn someones trust and once i do if they loose it.. itz gone forever haha.. bye sweetie! lyl (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xtasty 2003-04-27 16:20 (link)
	heyerz... i added u add meh bk <3 <3 x (Reply to this) (Thread)

	babiigirl2o3 2003-04-27 16:56 (link)
	Hey!! I haven't commented in a while. Sorry. I love the new layout!!! It's beautiful. Okay, well I'll talk to you later. <3 BuN (Reply to this) (Thread)

	oh_so_kute 2003-04-28 15:29 (link)
	i like ur lil analyzation, good points xO (Reply to this) (Thread)