Amanda (dancingdiva603) wrote, @ 2004-03-18 17:40:00

Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	Gigolo - Nick Cannon

I wanna soak up the sun
Okay, this a continuation of yesterday. I realized something, when Anna asked me if I actually thought Jackie was embezzling money. I realized how funny that is. I mean, who actually embezzles money from their catholic school? When most of the money they actually handle is for charity, or a fundraiser. Honestly, what's the big freaking deal?

I don't understand why this is all my fault. Nothing I said is bashing anybody, first of all. Its all on the basis of etiquette. Who screams across the room the price of their $275 dollar dress anyway? I don't care how loud you are, its just not right. And you know what? She is the only one who reads my profile, so why does it matter?

Its not like she doesn't do this to me. Let me rephrase that. She doesn't actually write down her thoughts about me, she just discusses them with her friends, loudly so I or one of my friends can hear her loud and clear.

I know it seems like I'm just trying to play the victim, but its just that no one (minus four other people) completely understands why I feel this way. And when I end up telling my story (not just this one) I always look like the bad one.

I'm only justifying my actions. I need to actually solve my problem.


"Make you decisions based upon facts, not upon others opinions."

Here's my dilemma: delete the entry or not. This may not seem like too big of a decision, but firstly, it is the only solution to the problem that I can think of. Secondly, deleting it would mean giving up on my principles. What do I have if I don't have my principles?

Okay, Pros and Cons of deleting the entry
Pros Cons
1. Ending the "war" 1. Giving up on my principles.
2. Allowing "them" to leave me alone. 2. Giving "them" the satisfaction of winning
3. Letting "them" think I care about what they think of me.


Wouldn't it suck if they somehow found this?

allie624 2004-03-19 15:13 (link)

I have a solution to all your problems: Block em. Block them from your buddy list. Like you wanted to talk to them anyways. Don't give in to them by deleting your stuff that amuses us so. This isn't your fault. The things you hate page isn't all about them. You've got the old lady's buttcrack in there. You've got Marge in there. You've got many many things that aren't about them. They need to get over themselves and realize that they aren't the center of our universe. Seriously, if they are so much higher above this, then why do they keep reading your profile anyway? (Reply to this) (Thread)