Damian Star (damian_star) wrote, @ 2004-07-23 23:13:00

Current mood:	anxious
Current music:	Tool - Lateralus

picking up peices
This is a step back as I step forward.

I've got a bass amp already in my room and we priced basses today. I found a great deal on either an Ibanez or Schecter 5 String under $500, and since the amp is already in my room, there isn't going to be much lag. Just to be frank, what we need is someone who is totally dedicated. Not someone who comes to hang out with us and brings his band with him. We needed a new best friend, and to be honest, there's no one that can fill that spot we need. So ya know... we are just going to do it ourselves. The four of us. We have always been brothers, and the only real doubt we've ever had, is from the lack of unity. This is not a negitive feeling...this is facing reality

Skyler is not one of us. Never would be, never could be. Skyler is a great guy, a great musician, but you gotta fullfill what your heart desires. So I wish him, and his band the utmost luck and I mean that more than anything. So Sky, if you are reading this, my band has no negitive feelings towards you what so ever. We just realized we were wanting something to happen that just wasn't possible. We thank for what you've showed, taught, and been through with us. You are a great man and I hope Muder II Genocide takes you were you want to be.

We are kicking ourselves in gear, 3 times a week, 2 hour sessions. We now will have someone who has been through it all, now part of the creation. We are more focused and more determined than ever. We just were looking for the easiest way out.

7 Songs and counting and shows to start as soon as we play catch up. CD at 10.
I'm glad we were able to remain optimisitic and think of a reasonable plan. Something that actually is within our grasp and something we can use to make us stronger in every definition of the word.

I am willing and ready. I am.

	thedeadworm 2004-07-25 18:48 (link)
	ok so i just wrote a long thing to this, and decided it too cruel for you to see. just know, that you have made an enemy. not because of your choice within the band, but because of YOU stating i was never "one" of you, looking back, its not that i really care that was the case, but its just harsh, dont you think? yea, FUCK YOU. dont talk to me (Reply to this) (Thread)

	damian_star 2004-07-26 13:22 (link)
	I've sent you a post on Myspace. You are not my enemy Skyler. I don't hate you, and I never will. But I'm not going to fight against your decisions as I have. Feel free to feel and do as you wish. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)