| Current mood: | blah |
| Current music: | HIM - Dark Sekret Love |
lift me down
Jenn is still in Idaho. Skyler is headed to LA to "try-out" for Ozzfest. Brandon has left Utah to see his dying Grandfather. Matt ain't coming down. Richie works till 8pm.
wow. i'm a looser.
Actually, the weather has been quite nice lately, it's given me alot of time to chill and think about alot that's going on. I've attempted to mix our demo some more, but I can't stand working on it for more than an hour or two. I got 3 of the 5 tracks done. Ya know what I realized, actually I didn't realize it, Gibbons did.
I've become the one who doesn't care. I mean, through out the last few years, I've always been optimistic and positive music, but I guess everyones either pesistimisitc or just lack of caring has conditioned me into the same. Gibbon's and I talked a few days ago about all the changes that have to happen, and I have to agree. There's alot of nothing anymore.
Today I am Emo. I should sell my guitar for some flowers.
Or better yet, I should be hXc and let my sadness turn into rage and just be mad.
WAIT. I should be "gothic" and slit my wrists :P
Okay. I'm done.
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