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Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing (dame_integra) wrote,
@ 2003-10-04 12:57:00
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dame_integra
2003-10-04 15:53 (link)
*speechless staring at him for a moment*

There's many women out there Alucard. I am sure one would give her body to you. But you can't have me.

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 15:54 (link)
*collects himself as you can see the blood literaly running in his red eyes*

I don't wish for any other woman...nor do I wish to feel like these,if those feelings are wrong in your eyes.

*moves his hand away from Integra's stomach*

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 15:56 (link)
*shocked to see him cry*

Alucard... I can't...

It's not right...

*whipes away his tears with her fingers*

One day I wont be there anymore and it will be worse for you...

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 15:58 (link)
*moves Integra's hand away from his face*

You feel disguest to do this,don't you? So why do you touch me anyways.

*closes his eyes*

You don't know your future yet...

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:00 (link)
*looks at him coldly*

Because I can't stand seeing crying is not you!

*cold smile*

Every human ended up death and buried eventually. So I now my future, you should accept it.

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:03 (link)
*looks down as some blood drops down on Integra's pajama but dissapears as soon as it falls down*

You see...even my blood is dissapearing.

*grabs the sheet in his hand*

I hate humans with everyday more....because you always life for the moment,never for the future.You all think that it ends so simply...

*avoides to look at Integra*

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:10 (link)
*frows*

And I hate vampires more every passing day, they believe themselves knowing all and to have the right of chastised mortals about how to live their life.

*looks away too*

What do you expect it? I accepting being a vampire? Being your servant as Victoria?

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:11 (link)
*closes his eyes*

You don't know the pain you need to go throught,just to be called a No life King. Just to be someone....

And you know me for 10 years,yet you still believe that you would be my servant as a vampire?

*looks at Integra*

When did I call Seras my servant?

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:13 (link)
Never, but she obeys you as such... and if its not a No Life King is a vampire servant.

*looks at him sharply*

I would never give up Alucard. You wont be my Master never.

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:15 (link)
I don't even desire to be your master...never in my undead life.

*returns her a thoughtfull look*

You still think that it is a battle,the decision about becoming a vampire,but in the end,it is only a decision you can make.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:16 (link)
That's not what happened in the nightmare. Nor it wasn't chosen by Lucy or Mina...

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:18 (link)
*looks away with anger in his eyes*

Could you...atleast for once,stop throwing them infront of me.

*doesn't look at Integra back*

What happened in the nightmare,was all your desire and imagination.I only created the illusion.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:20 (link)
*glares at him*

MY desire?! That's ridiculous!

((OOC: That's true, it wasn't her desire. The vampire self personality was the only thing born from Integra))

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:21 (link)
There are two needed for tango.

After you became a vampire,you created the personality you had.

*looks at Integra*

And you created the desires you wanted.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:25 (link)
*glares at him*

Exactly, after I became a vampire in the nightmare, whatever was before was your own desire.

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:27 (link)
*looks down,closing your eyes*

You still don't get it don't you? You will always manage to found new excuses,just to apology your proud and your mortality.

If I remember it right,after you became a vampire,we made love,exactly? So that was your desire then not mine.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:29 (link)
*her cheeks are red in anger and embarassment*

And if you remind it well, I didn't wish to be turn... I even tried to kill myself and prevent it. You were the one who gave me the blood without my concent.

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:31 (link)
So if that is true,then why are ou blushing while talking to me?

I gave you the second change to show you the life of an vampire.But you enjoyed my blood by which you showed that to me numeres times.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:34 (link)
I am angry that's why I am blushing...

*looks at him coldly*

Perhaps my 'vampire self' can be with you, but as long as I am human is impossible. Now get off me!

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:35 (link)
*smirks at her giving her a view of his fangs*

If I craved after your vampire form,I had more then one chance to do so.Yet,you still don't trust me.

*looks at her*

I found it quet comfotable like this.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:38 (link)
*glares*

Well I am not! You aren't a feather Alucard!

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:39 (link)
I'm not..?

*smiles at Integra and lifts his body,so that Integra doesn't feel any of his weight at all*

Now I'm not heavy anymore.

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:41 (link)
Bastard

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vampire_alucard
2003-10-04 16:42 (link)
Why? Just because I've took away the weight of my body?

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dame_integra
2003-10-04 16:43 (link)
I told you... now I ordered you to go away...

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(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 16:51:11
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(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 17:19:34
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 17:33:48
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 17:34:32
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 17:41:20
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 17:42:03
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 17:50:06
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 17:50:55
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 17:59:23
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:00:27
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:05:53
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:07:23
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:16:11
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:16:59
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:21:26
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(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:23:28
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:24:42
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:33:16
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:34:57
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:37:54
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:39:58
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:44:09
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:46:25
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:51:52
(no subject) - vampire_alucard, 2003-10-04 18:53:49
(no subject) - dame_integra, 2003-10-04 18:56:53


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