Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing (dame_integra) wrote, @ 2003-09-29 03:30:00

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:17 (link)
	And why do you think I am so ashamed? *sighs* This is madness Alucard... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 16:22 (link)
	*steps out of the wall* I love madness... *walks to Integra* Why I think that you are ashamed? If you aren't,then kiss me. *looks at her with a smirk on his face* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:27 (link)
	You are doing it again! *points at him in fury* I am absolutly serious in the subject and you just moked! I should have known better! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 16:28 (link)
	*looks at her rather suprised* I'm not mocking you. I was being honest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:34 (link)
	*shakes her head* I am just... so confused about everything right now. So I would appreciate to stop teasing or taunting me for a while. *looks at him serious* We need to agree in this matter so we can continue with our lives or... unlife in your case. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 16:37 (link)

*looking at Integra* She is being confussed? I can barely understaind her,but the funniest thing is that I can barely understaind me.... From the moment I woke up,I didn't tease or taunt you.But I really don't know what kissing means for you. *looks away* But you wouldn't want to hear my opinion,wouldn't you? So you wish me to dissapear for a while? *looks seriously at Integra* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:41 (link)
	You don't DARE to leave right now! *breaths deeply* We are going to solve this situation so no disappearing and leave me frustrated. *crosses arms* I would love to hear your opion. Go on... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 16:45 (link)

If there is one thing that I regret on becoming a vampire,is the thing that I can't love or be loved anymore.Althought this feelings is rather unecessery in my place,in a place of a servant or a Family that is high rated and respected.You tend to judge me from what you read about me,what you heard but never after what you saw or felt. Strange mortal indeed.That's my opinion,in which you were so highly interested. Solving this situation? What is there to solve? We kissed and you strongly regret it,right? *without any emotions he looks at Integra* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:51 (link)

Alucard... *looks at him sad* If I have merely judged you upon who you were you think I could even trust you to go freely inside my mansion? You think I would walk and argue so open with you? Dammit Alucard... you can be so blind sometimes. *nods* Cannot love or be loved... Only as a servant You are right there's no situation to solve, we will forget this to ever take place. *picks up a file* Goodnight servant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 16:55 (link)
	*looks at her sad,as she turns her back to him,but she doesn't see that sad expression* I see...only a servant. *bows respectfully.He barely speaks out the next words,but tries to show Integra that those words didn't hurt him at all* Any other orders? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 16:57 (link)
	Just... forget everything that took place on your room... *her fists shake* I shall do the same... I am not such a cruel Master that impose unwanting feelings to a... servant (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:00 (link)
	*stands up* I will not forget what happened.... *turns around and walks throught the wall,leaving Integra alone for some hours* A servant...it happenes me right! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

dame_integra 2003-09-30 17:07 (link)

*continues to read the reports quite upset and shaken about the whole even* Stupid girl *takes away her glasses and rubs her eyes fighting the tears. Of course she wont cry for such a thing!* Why did you think a vampire could possibility love? You should be glad, this solves many troubles ((OOC: Integra misanderstood him, she believes he only has feelings for her because she wants it and he's happy to comply as servant. She can be a dominatrix and control freak but ordering feelings is something beneath her. Oh the ANGST. Alucard's 'opinion' sidetracked her :D )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:13 (link)

*walks around the Hellsin HQ thinking about it* How could I possible kiss her? Varney can't be right....at any cost. That fool doesn't know what love is! Hmp... *sits down on a grave and looks at the stary night* Seems like Integra doesn't want to admit her feelings....and I'm stupid enough for kissing her. Or is there trully something....more? *pauses* It can't be....I didn't love anyone for centuries... ((OOC: *winks winks* You know,Alucard is giving his best. *cough* You can be happy he didn't...em..*cough*sexherup*cough* OMG! >>. I would love to see Integra to say sorry. )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

varney 2003-09-30 17:20 (link)

Woe, woe is Dracula this time *appears to his side with a sleeping Judith on his shoulder, hugging him from the back, and with some packages hanging of his arm* Ah love quarrell? ((OOC: She did say 'sorry' a LOT before, besides Integra actually almost admited her feelings. But Alucard messed up, why do you think she asked: "Why do you think I am so ashamed?". The correct reply was: Because she loves a vampire and that was forbidden. Then Alucard came up with the 'kiss' thing. Males)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:23 (link)
	*looks on the side and sees Varney and a little girl* That's all I needed right now... *tries to ignore Varney and the sleeping Judith* *grins* How come you came here,Varney? ((OOC: *slaps Alucard* You see! Ow man,we screwed it! >> *sighs* )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

varney 2003-09-30 17:31 (link)

*puts Judith down and cover her with his cape* We just ended our shoping sesion and I passed by how you were doing with your beloved Master. *smirks and watches him* You don't have to hide it. I overheard part of the conversation, not my intention but my undead senses are quite sharp sometimes. *sits down next to the sleeping Judith putting her head on his lap so she could rest better* I think you messed it up Dracula... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:34 (link)

*watches the Judith with one eye* Well,your shooping season were a pretty long one.Thanks to my master,I don't need to suffer this pain. *looks at Varney who is very nice with the little girl* Seems like you've got in touch with your feminm side,Varney? *grins and slowly fades into a serious face expression* Why were you listening to the conversations between me and my master? And who gave you the right to judge things over my work? *suspicions look* And what exactly did I mess up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	varney 2003-09-30 17:39 (link)
	*caresses Judith's blonde tresses* Well, she reminds me to my youngest daughter so much. *looks at him with a smirk* Oh... I will tell you, once you have clear about what do you really feel towards your master. I saw your aghast expression here, don't kid yourself that you don't love her ((OOC: GO Varney! XD)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:43 (link)

*grins at Varney and pulls out his jackal* Me,loving someone? Hmp. *aims at Varney's head* I know I can't kill you...*looks at Judith* and if I kill her,I get you on my neck. *puts his Jackal back* He is pissing me off so much with his smart ass comments... How can a vampire love a mortal? *looks at Varney* You know this is impossible,yet you put this foolish thoughts in my mind. *looks away again* ((OOC: *pokes Varney* )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

varney 2003-09-30 17:49 (link)

*shrugs* Then why are you sulking because your Master called you servant? If she doesn't mean anything else to you, you shouldn't be so upset. After all you yourself told her, 'you can love as a servant to the family' or some stupid improper thing like that. *crosses arms* Who told you a vampire cannot love a mortal? Ruthven? After all he can only love himself. Because you didn't love anyone since your first wife, it doesn't mean it can't happen. Its rare and normaly you wont be aware of your own feelings until is too late and you lost her forever. *sighs* That happened to me and Flora a century ago. Also I loved my wife until her dying breath, she was grey and old, yet I held her hand in the end, and I was a vampire then too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 17:55 (link)

*laughs* Ruthven that fool? I wouldn't listen to one single word he tell me. And I'm not sulking,you ridicules vampire. Why should I do else? Walk in the halways of Hellsing HQ all the night and days as I always do? *looks at Varney rather upset* Stupid improrer thing? I never said something like that.Next time you listen,try to listen carefully or just play barbie and ken with your little Judith. *crosses arms and looks distant* I won't be aware of my emotioens? and even if I am,there is nothing I can do.Afterall,I will always stay a servant in her eyes. And you and Flora are a different story,Varney.Don't compare black to pink. *smirks* I'm black and you are pink. *cracks a little smile towards Varney* So,loverman,what do you suggest for me? Or is your magic trunk empty...? *smiles* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

varney 2003-09-30 17:59 (link)

So your priceless hurt face after you left her office was because the weather? Uh hu.. *eye roll* And you should listen to your Sir Hellsing's words more carefully, she called you servant... because YOU told her you cannot possibility love on another way. No that's just peachy, she has enough morals to not order you change your feelings that's why she send you away. And before that she did her confession, you were fooling around and you missed it. *smirks* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 18:02 (link)

I just have the urge to blow away your head,and I don't know why. *sarcastic smile* It's easy to talk,loverman,but I can't possible go back.Althought,I intend to go back for some blood and I don't know what to talk with her about... *looks at Varney* So in your opinion I should just said that I love her with all the respect and stand there like an idiot when she starts with her morals and honour? .... Not me,thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(no subject) - varney, 2003-09-30 18:10:10

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