Sir Integra Wingates Hellsing (dame_integra) wrote, @ 2003-09-29 03:30:00

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:23 (link)
	*moams something in his old Romanian language* Ondog.... *stays the same,just a single blood tear comes down his eyes,as he dreams his old dreams over and over again,about how he died and how he lost everything* I lost everything...? *is sleeping to deep to notice Integra* ((OOC: Hai hai,I remember the scene from the manga. XD )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:27 (link)
	*widens eyes really surprised* Is Alucard CRYING?! *takes of a handkerchief and washes the tear away, to avoid him a disgraceful awaking* I can't believe this. Whatever he's dreaming it must be pretty bad *pauses* What does ondog means? ((OOC: I wonder the same...)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:30 (link)

((OOC: Ondog means something like "Monster/demon" In the old Slovakian language.It can also be translated as "Satan/Devil",but it is written a little bit differently.Sorry for confussing you. Gomen ^^; )) *pauses for a while and then starts to speak in the old Romanian senteces from his past life* .... *turns around,facing Integra now,but continues to dream those bad dreams of his* I didn't lose everything mortals! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:33 (link)
	*pertubed by his reaction, touches his shoulder lightly attempting to awake him* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:35 (link)
	*dreams that someone is holding his shoulder softly as he sees her first wife again* This isn't true... *looks around in his dreams just to face all the impaled people...and all of sudden someone stakes him,directly in his heart.And at that moment he wakes up suddenly,not seeing Integra at first* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:39 (link)
	*sees him awaking and sighs of relief* Are you alright? ((OOC: Alucard needs a comforting HUG :D)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:40 (link)
	*runs one of his hands to his eyes,from where the blood tear came and looks down* I had the dreams again....didn't I? *looks at Integra* ((OOC: *cough* and something more would be welcomed XD )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:45 (link)
	*nods and looks confused about how to deal with this* You were *hands him the bloody handkerchief and slowly puts a hand on his shoulder trying to pat him in a comforting manner* Are you unwell? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:46 (link)
	*laughs to himself inside* I had the bloody dreams again...when,when will I stop dreaming about it finaly? *looks at Integra with a serious look as he takes the bloody handkershief* I'm sorry to involving you into this... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:48 (link)
	*shakes head* You are part of Hellsing Alucard, like it or not I worry about you too. *sits beside him in the bed* What were those dreams about? ((OOC: Let's say it was a bed... <.< so Integra can sit down)) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:50 (link)
	*sits by Integra,looking down at the handkershif in his hands* Those were the old dreams...I have for the past centuries already. *plays around with the handkershif in his hands,without his gloves on* They always start and end the same..those annoying and stupid dreams. ((OOC: No problem. )) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 12:52 (link)
	*nods* How I wish Walter or Seras were here, they are better in how to handle this situation How the dreams start? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 12:54 (link)
	*smiles slightly as Integra asks him this question* You don't need to help you,because I know that this situation is uncomfortable for you,master. *looks at Integra* .... *looks down at the handkerchief again and continues to talk* They start...eventually they never stop.I always found myself in the old times.With my first wife. *pauses* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:00 (link)
	I don't have anything to do right now Alucard... And I don't want to see my best agent troubled. *listens carefully and is silent for some minutes* You miss her presence, don't you? Is normal after all you loved her so much. But you must get with your unlife, perhaps someday... you'll find someone else. But I doubt it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:04 (link)
	*smiles softly* If you doubt it,then why do you say it? *looks at the handkerchief* This is not even my blood...not even my blood. *pauses for a moment* These is the blood of my victioms..mortals... *looks at Integra and waits for a moment with his answer and then finally says it* yes,I loved her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:06 (link)
	*looks confortable* Because is what you have to say in this kind of situations... Alucard... or at least I think it is. *raises a brow* I much hoped that blood came from the bags. *smiles* Of course you did, you were human once after all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:09 (link)
	*looks at Integra* You mortals have some strange rules. *smiles as he looks into the distant* Do you think that this is some kind of punishment? For me to dream this dreams everytime I close my eyes,year after year,century after century... *continues to watch into the distant* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:18 (link)
	*sighs* No, I think is because you never could actually get over the loss of your wife Alucard. No one is punished you, is your own mind, your unconcious that plays those games of regret and sadness... We are weaker when we sleep, we put down our defences... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:20 (link)
	*it's a perfect moment to tease Integra back,but he just doesn't feel the need for it anymore* Missing my wife...? *looks at Integra* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:23 (link)
	This is so odd... the whole atmosphere is surreal. And I am suppose to be angry at him! *sighs* I am getting softer, perhaps is Victoria's influence *looks to him* What? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:25 (link)
	*smiles at her but doesn't reply nothing to her rather harsh question as he enjoys this moment* She remembers me of my wife in so many ways... *smiles and looks down at his hands,who aren't convered with his gloves* Seems like I took then down... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:30 (link)
	*notices his lack of gloves* You always wear them *looks like a dumb comment, but she's starting to feel strange* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:31 (link)
	I noticed that to. *looks down at his hands but then loooks at Integra* Does my present disturb you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dame_integra 2003-09-30 13:35 (link)
	Most of the times no... Except when I am working and you interruped some serious business. *raises brow* Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	vampire_alucard 2003-09-30 13:38 (link)
	Varney visited me today...again. *distant look* He said some words,who gave me something to think. Why am I talking with her about that? She will only think that I'm joking around again. *looks at her* I can feel mostly how you feel at times...I share alot of bounds with you,since I drank your blood. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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