Alucard, I can't carry the child myself... The doctor already suggested against it, there's too much probablities of miscarrying in the first week... Not to mention it will endanger my health more...
Try not to be hit in that zone, and getting pregnant is out of the subject until I can heal more properly. It could take years, if someday heal at all. Doctor Trevallian also suggested me to relax more, that my stress and pression will only do worse.
*pauses*
Of course, like I actually can relax with everything that happened lately.