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her suicide note (damaged) wrote,
@ 2003-01-21 13:08:00
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    Current mood: sad
    Current music:TheSpeedOfPain//Marilyn Manson

    I call. I call I call I call. And you're never there to answer. You're always out driving that fucking car. Or doing something more important than talking to me. Which is everything. Don't you love me? Is that it? Because I don't understand this. Am I suffocating you? Yeah, that would be a good excuse. But that was all you ever wanted in the first place. Or maybe it's because this is becoming too real too fast. And you've decided that you don't want it anymore. And why do you call her my girlfriend when you know she's not and that all I want is you. You could say you're joking or being sarcastic, but I know that voice is completely sincere. Is this your way of getting me to go? Would you rather be with someone else? I guess I couldn't blame you if you would. Any girl is better than me, right? And it's not like you'd be the first to run off with another, and break my heart. In fact, you were the only one that hadn't left so far. I'm sorry that I made you sad. But it seems I do that to every boy though, even when I don't mean to. I just wanted you to love me. And when you said you did, I believed you. Don't break my heart now. Not when you're everything...



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cornflakegirl
2003-01-28 12:24 (link)

thehotrock

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jamie_g
2003-02-02 13:23 (link)
One of the rare occasions when i do comment, heh Hope your taking care of yourself you gorgeous girl x.

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(Anonymous)
2003-02-03 17:21 (link)
hey do yu think yu could IM me cause i wanted to know if yu could help me wiff mine my aol sn is Iovable suiicide.,plz k thankz

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