Dear Jade,
If it wasn't for the facts:
1- I am really interested in someone else. (I finally got a hold of her and I feel like a dick).
2- I need you to experience lot more in life before we cross paths in such manner (Meaning yer too young. I did not mean to offend you).
3- My affection for you is a brotherly one.
4- What you have is an slight infatuation.
5- As I said before anytime you feel like you need to talk to someone I am here. And also do not forget me after you get famous you are gonna play in one of my films.
6- Another brotherly scolding (Not advice. Cuz peeps dont listen to advice). Get yer head out yer arse and get clean. You got an incredible brain and from what I keep reading you are really ez on the eye. Why are you following this self destructive pattern? Not to be offensive but unless you are one of those role playing journals where people pretend to be somebody else I dont really see why you are so morbid and into self mutilation (Both physically and mentally). FUCKIN STOP. Is yer family poor?Have you got no money. Did you loose loved ones? Are you an orphan? WHY WHY WHY?
7- I am quite confident that under the current circumstances I would not able to cope with yer life style if I were to successfully relocate NYC. I would be one of those satellite(there but far away) people u would be talking to every now and then.
8- I aint a saint or someone who is perfect. Infact I am an opinionated dickweed with a lot of flaws. But I have vision and I am moving towards it in my own pace. I am not gonna sit here and say you are morally wrong either or I am not gonna say you should not really do drugs. But will say the pattern I am observing with you is not a good one and is self destructive. I dont like it a bit. Because of those reasons as a friend who cares I would prefer you clean.
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