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Madly In Love
I shdnt make myself look desperate anymore. Usually when there is a chance to go out with him, i would go all out to make sure the outing happens. But today, I actually forced myself to go home after prac even though deep inside, i sure as hell want to go out with him. I know i act like a total bastard sometimes, but believe me, i'm trying hard to find the balance with him. Like i said previously, I have to treat him like a platonic friend.
Maybe finally, i'm getting used to the fact that this is one more love found and love lost. I just pondered why am i still so crazy over this even after so long. It's all because it was so rare.
Rare, that's why. That's why i find it so hard to put down, it's my first time experiencing something so rare, i'm not sure if it will ever happen again.
So now i'm getting used to treating him just like a friend, even though deep inside, i know i still am madly in love with him.
"I Will Always Be Looking Out For You, Even If You Never Noticed."
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(Anonymous)
2005-05-14 08:56
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if it'll ever happen again? dun wish that it'll ever happen again.... pray that u'll get something better....
hey guy....hope u can move on soon... u'll find ur someone....some day.... have faith yea...
until then....i wish u all the best!
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