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The Irony Of Love
I read through all my previous posts and i realised that i've said so many "a part of me..." that it's starting to sound schizophrenic. Whatever la, that's how i really feel sometimes - a part of me here and a part of me there...
Read Teddy's blog and i must say he can write pretty darn well. But it was sad, and i can feel every thing he is saying, because i am feeling that way too.
Teddy: Call me and talk to me if u need to ok? i'll be there. And feel free to cry in front of me, i will try my best to make it all bearable. How, i dunno, but i will try.
In a way, i feel like i've somewhat gotten over him. Thats not to say that my heart doesnt skip a beat when i see him, or that i've stopped stealing glances of him during lectures. No, it just feels as though i've resigned to my fate, like some part in me is saying "its no use anymore. Stop wishing Gerald, you noe its never goin to come true again."
Well, perhaps. Then again, perhaps not.
"I Will Love You Anyways, Even If Its A Lonely Fight."
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(Anonymous)
2005-05-10 04:36
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hey gerald!! chase here.. sorwee for such no contact with u.. lifes been a hell for me, mum disconnected my net, reduce my allowance to fourtya wekk, (who the fuck can survive at fourty a week, especially in my school..) and grounded me, sigh, cant go online, now using my SCHOOL"S COM, (how pathetic is that?) to see wats happening in my frens life, and woohoo. so much tinks happened arh.. wish i could have a hart to hart tok with u to help u sort ur stuff out, cos u did the same for me n im "eternityly grateful" (is there such a word??) aniwae, dun worry too much, even after u tried and cant get him, dun worry, u are still a hot sexy ass, so no worries,(PSST, still trying to find out whether "u know who me tok abt" is crook and get u his pix, and if he is, will let u noe, so that u can go pounce on him, hehes, pounce on him in watever way u wana tink, hehes) yeas, dun worry, u are a rocking guy, jus be happy for yourself, yeayea, be happy, smile more, aniwae, wana tell u sum stuff.. i got through for elections for my school's student council, YOOHOOn me and joy might be together soon, but my good friend likes her too, so typical fight of love.
how screwed up life is, hhehe\
YEAs, so be a good boy and study like hell u ass, and keep smiling until the colgate people wan u to be in their ad.
U rock.
chase
PS: LIGHTHOUSE, u sound like u have a crush on gerald............ AM I RIGHT???hehehehehehehehehehehehehes/ i love teasing ppl.
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2005-05-10 11:58
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haha...chase chase..whoever u are..dun anyhow say ar...haha...its jus that i came across his blog and i thot it's pretty neat...so i started visting it more often...so ya..thats abt it la..haha...nothing else...really. *crosses fingers*
hahahaha...kidding la...
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