Creme (creme87) wrote, @ 2005-05-06 22:53:00

Current mood:

contemplative

Thank You All.
Thanks a million to all those who read my blog and gave really sweet comments. The world needs more people like you guys, even though i dun even noe some of you at all. :p

Mary: HA! i din noe u read my blog! but thanks anyway babes... i miss you so so so much....

And yes, MJC choir will try their best to make LR2 a memorable one... oooo i can just imagine it...

ok, on to todae. i just came back from changi village (for nasi lemak) with the usual bunch of ppl (ky, joy, hr and me) after the sch sports dae, which was such a drab..

such a quaint little place that changi... then we went to the beach after eating and saw a few planes land. Ya, you noe wat im goin to say already - i started to think about it again... wishing i could do wat i would do. You get the drift. Then i tot to myself, i shdnt let this affect anybody, so i just acted happy all the way from the beach to the bus stop.

It was tiring, trying so hard to cover my real feelings with a happy/crazy facade, but after a while, i tink it worked. I felt calm enough to talk to him on the bus, but this time he became very withdrawn. At the point in time, i wished i knew wat he was thinking. I could not sense anything from him, i dint even noe whether he was angry with me, tired of my moodiness or if he actually felt the same way i felt at the beach or he was simply physically tired. I really couldnt tell. So i just acted nothing has happened and continued talking to ky and joy.

We went home after the bus reached tampines and i smsed him a safe and quick journey home. And now, here i am, typing this entry, thinking about how things would be like at that beach if the situation was different from now.

"I Wish You Could Know Just How Much I Love You."

	lolx (Anonymous) 2005-05-07 13:59 (link)
	u noe me de la...haha...i mean you should la actually..maybe not by name but you shod noe i exist in college....my presence is greatly felt by all...haha...kkx not funny....so ya....lets jus let it be a mystery heh..more fun tt way... unless u really wana noe...haha..kkx wadeva..take care.. lighthouse (Reply to this) (Thread)