Bleed Black (crazygothchick) wrote, @ 2004-03-01 15:46:00

Current mood:	aggravated
Current music:	D.I. - Richard Hung Himself

Wha???
I dont get it....i have been hanging all over kyle...yes, Kyle S. and he doesnt care at all. I think that maybe hes just being himself. HE loves me! lmao....not. but anyways. like today, we were talking and we like messing with each others hands...and stuff like that. we talk, and we would also just have fun. i played with his hair and mess around with his hands. lol it was interesting...then during 6th hr i came up from behind him and wrapped my arms around him and put my head on top of his head and he didnt care at all! i was just amazed he didnt care...lol he tried biting me! heh, it was nice....but theres a the thing thats wrong with this whole mess...James Studna....yep, i cant believe this but i think he likes me. I dont see on why....but then again he doesnt like Richelle so yay for me i guess cuz he is kinda happy around me...lol which reminds me...i stood after school the other day (thrusday) and he took me home...while in his car he put his hand on my knee and i decided to grab his hand...i did and then he asked me if he was my sercurity blanket...i told him yeah sure...and i squeeze his hand. he then said "well, does this mean that i get to sleep with you?" my response "oh, sure James....i really wouldnt mind...but wouldnt Richelle?" "Hell, like i would care. Shes a bitch. I dont like her!" soooooooo interesting...then he met my dad and my sis...and lil bro but not mom cuz she was taking a shower anyways i asked my dad if i could go to his house...dad freaks but says ok and we just sorta played video games and nothing silly... but NOW james' car...doesnt work...theres a heating problem...and well...hes now riding the bus...and Richelle rides the bus!! crap! i dont want her to do anything with him now...since...well i kinda like him...heh, and then theres Kyle, and hes probably gonna stay after school with me tomorrow...i dont really kno but im so confused about these 2...count them 2 guys! lol i dont have to worry about any others cuz...well, they like me and all, but i dont really have any feelings for any of the other guys i hang out with.

So,HELP ME! on who to choose please! anyone...lol or not...it'd be nice tho.



Alex

	masked_emotion 2004-03-01 17:34 (link)
	james. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: crazygothchick 2004-03-02 09:12 (link)
	Whaaa? James over kyle...lmao, actually you're probably right. lol well ty Alex (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: masked_emotion 2004-03-02 17:23 (link)
	James..hes so amzing. Kyle is overly attractive and James is so cute. but James is so much nicer. His Mommy riased him well. Theres nothing wrong with Kyle, nothing at all. but James is more loyal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: crazygothchick 2004-03-03 09:21 (link)
	He isn't what you think he is...hes not really loyal. He's a liar. He says one thing and does another...its so stupid....i feel into his trap ...along with kyles.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: masked_emotion 2004-03-03 13:58 (link)
	Gah, I'm sorry. I don't know..James hasn't ever done anything to me to make me think otherwise. If you don't wanna talk about it, thats fine. I understand. I'm here though, if you need to talk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: crazygothchick 2004-03-03 22:08 (link)

James is...well...hes pretty odd. lol i really dont mind about him anymore tho. hes gonna have to deal with me tho. lol, plus i just think that Kyle is someone i can (NOW) depend on. He seems to care and not take advantage of me....*sighs* i really like kyle...i like him a LOT, but ppl say that he wouldnt go out with me....and i've known him for like 4 yrs. and now...its like we're so close and so far away all at the same time. I really do care about Kyle, but if he asked me out...or even just to go somewhere with him...it'd be nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: masked_emotion 2004-03-04 06:38 (link)
	I know that feeling. I hate the so close, so far away stuff. That siutation sucks. I've been there. Its no fun, I hope this gets worked out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: crazygothchick 2004-03-04 09:26 (link)
	Well, i dunno what to do....i've been so confused...and lost. -_-;; its killing me slowly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)