Bleed Black (crazygothchick) wrote, @ 2003-12-31 21:37:00

Current mood:	mellow
Current music:	Jimmy Eat Worl-Bleed America

New Year...Eve!
Wow today is the last day of the year…heh, I never really thought that it would have came so quickly. I don’t think I can actually cope with the fact that the end of the year is really here…and I have tried so hard to really think about everything…friends, family, good times, and of course the bad times. I hate saying this, but after another year of living…I’m happy to be here…alive…I’m happy to know that I can count on my friends…my family…and just everyone…
I have so many things to say….ugh I dunno how I’m going to be able to do it all. Well here goes:
Jen: you have been a blessing to me…there’s only so much that I have really done…for you but you are awesome and thanks so much for showing me that there are better types of music out there…lol and you kno I will always come to you about these layouts! Lol.
Ame: my Ame K.! lol you have been there for me for a very long time…I dunno what’s life gonna be like when college comes around. I heart you…lol You got that stuck in my head…but the thing I wanna really thank you about is actually giving a damn about me. I have gone thru sum trials in my life…nothing like yours, but I have been thankful for you being my friend and a sister to me as well. I dunno what to really do without you…I’ll live I guess…heh
Kyle: well, there’s a lot of things that I can say about you…you have been a great friend…my bud for those times where I really needed sumone to talk to. I don’t thin I would have really made it past that week where I was crying…and you actually helped me thru it… I am thankful for you even more than usual becuz you have given me a reason to smile…every time I see you it’s like my day got a little better…and over the years I have known you...you probably will never change…and I really don’t want you to stop caring about anyone and I hope your life is especially better than mine…you have a great family…and you have sumone who cares about you too…
Becky: heh, you have taught me sum things that are so crazy! All about cows…lol but its all awesome stuff…tho I’m allergic to hay…which is confusing…*shurgs* but its good…lol I love ya too and your sis is awesome too.

well that’s only a fraction of the ppl I’m gonna be thanking, but I have to go I’ll have to add the rest tomorrow…


Alex

	masked_emotion 2004-01-01 09:17 (link)
	AleX! Happy New Year! Music rocks man. So does Kyle. He smells so entirely good, he was at FLC last night. Being all fun and stuff. And he kissed me goodbye. EW. Lol, he slobbered on me. ANYWAYS. Hes a good friend. love oo. Jen (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: crazygothchick 2004-01-01 19:19 (link)
	hey! you too! yeah kyle is awesome...i miss the guy...*tear* lol aww he kissed you?? darn i should have gone...oh well better luck next time...well gotta go. Alex (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: masked_emotion 2004-01-02 04:00 (link)
	Yea, he really is. I miss him alot. We use to be so close and I had the hugest crush on him. Its weird..I dunno. But everyone thinks hes a huge jerk but hes really not. They just have to get to know him, I think. Jen (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: crazygothchick 2004-01-03 01:32 (link)
	yup, thats what everyone says...."that guy is a total jerk" or "he's so dumb!" ugh, i hate to say this...but come on...no one ever really tries to find out whats up with him and WHY he seems like this...i think hes a sweetheart...i miss him like a ton...so of course i am very jealous...lmao...actually not at all...lol hes just a physco...lol well i gotta go Alex (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)