violent suicide (crazy_me_haha) wrote, @ 2006-11-18 17:12:00

trece.
Title: Untitled [as of now]
Author: crazy_me_haha
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Brendon/OFC & Ryan/OFC
Summary: Is this a day of firsts?
Disclaimer: Faux.
Author's Note: Dedicated to the one and only Jac in my life. <3

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Ryan

We were all back in the hotel and practically everyone was sleeping, except for me that is. I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t get her face out of my mind. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. I grabbed the clock on the bedside table and stared at the red digital numbers. It read: 2:45 in the morning. Groaning and realizing there’s nothing I can do but stay awake, I got off the bed and walked towards the door leading to the balcony.

I opened the door and stayed outside for quite a while. All was quiet and there wasn’t any sound made, except for the wind howling. Brendon and I got a garden view and that’s when I noticed, upon looking down, there was someone sitting all alone in one of the many chairs situated by the pool. By some male instinct – haha, we have an instinct – I somehow knew that the girl I’m looking at right now from my balcony is Anna. I went back inside the room, placed on my jeans and left the room to go down in a hurry hoping to still catch a conversation with the lonely girl.

And luckily, I was able to.

“Anna?”

She turned around and looked at me in surprise.

“What are you doing here all alone and at 3 in the morning?”

She shrugged. “I could ask you the same thing.”

“I couldn’t sleep.”

“Neither could I. And Brendon snoring doesn’t make it any better.”

I took a seat beside her. I think this is like the first time I’ve seen her without makeup. She’s always in makeup – not that there’s anything wrong with it, but seeing her face stripped off from all the beauty products makes her more…cute. Actually, beautiful is the word I’m looking for. Fuck, she’s beautiful whatever she wears or puts on, even when she’s only wearing a simple gray hoodie and white shorts, which she is right now.

“Something bothering you, Ry?”

She called me Ry.

Is this a day of firsts?

“Uh…no, nothing’s bothering me. I’m just…thinking.” I turned my attention to the pool in front of me.

Okay, I lied. Something is bothering me. I just don’t want to tell her because it involves her. Yes, this is the whole me liking her thing again. What can I say? She’s constantly always on my mind, we write letters back and forth – and it’s still going on, mind you, I kissed her for Christ’s sake when she did my makeup and…

I want to be with her.

“Um…I’ll be right back. Stay here and don’t move. I’ll just go get something.” I stood up and walked back inside the hotel. She had a confused look on her face when I left. I hurried inside the elevators and yelled at it to go faster, but I knew that wouldn’t work. The doors finally opened and I rushed inside our room. Brendon was still fast asleep and was mumbling in his sleep. In the darkness of the room, I looked for the thing I purchased today in Disney World. I finally found it and ran out of the room, almost tripping over my own feet.

The elevator went down slowly and more yelling at it occurred. I finally reached the ground level and strode back to the gardens where Anna was waiting for my return. She stood up and walked towards me.

“Where did you go?” She suddenly asks. “And what are you hiding behind your back?”

“Um…well…I have something for you.” I mumbled.

“Okay…what is it?” I could tell she was getting more and more curious.

I handed her a gray thin and rectangular box secured with a white ribbon all around. She raised her eyebrow at it and then looked up at me. “Do I open it now?”

I shrugged. “If you want to, you can open it now.”

My heart started to beat faster as she slowly pulled off the ribbon. The suspense is killing me. The speed of my heartbeat doubled when she began to lift the cover. And then, everything stopped and started to slow down once a gasp escaped her lips. She was at loss for words and just continued to stare at my gift for her.

“I don’t know how to say this in an easier way but…” I sighed, “For the past few weeks, you and I have gotten to know each other better, even though all we did was write letters back and forth, I have gotten to know you. When we first met 2 months ago, I knew there was something different about you that I don’t find in most girls and…” I stopped babbling and sighed heavily, “Oh god, this is so embarra–”

My words were cut off when soft lips came in contact with mine. I kissed her back, wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her petite frame closer to me. No words can express how much I wanted everything to just stop and let this be the happy ending to my life story, but of course, time managed to ruin it all.

The both of us pulled away but stayed in an embrace for quite a long time. I took a glance at my watch and realized it was almost 4 o’clock in the morning. We went back upstairs but did not part ways; instead, I took her in our room with me to sleep. She stifled a laugh upon seeing Brendon sprawled all over his bed. I was about to take off my jeans so I could sleep comfortably back in my boxers when I almost forgot that Anna was inside the room, seated on the edge of my bed watching me unbuckling my belt.

Thank God the room was dark or else she would have seen me go red in embarrassment. How could I forget that she was there!? Stupid Ryan.

“Um…”

She giggled. “It’s just me.”

Sure, it’s just you. I was still going to ‘argue’ with her when she suddenly started unzipping her hoodie and that kept my mouth shut. My eyes widened; I tried to yell at her to stop the unzipping but to no avail. I immediately screwed my eyes shut. God, I’m such a girl. I’m a boy and boys are supposed to get excited and possibly a hard on when the girl of their fucking dreams is undressing in front of them.

“You can open your eyes, you know. I’m still wearing something underneath.”

Really?

I slowly opened my eyes and there she was, still seated at the edge of my bed clad in a red tank top and smirking in amusement. Indeed she is still wearing something underneath her hoodie. God, I’ve never been so embarrassed in my life before. I was finally able to get out of my pants after seeing her pull that stunt on me. We lied down on the bed and under the sheets. No, we are not in any way doing what you think we are going to do. She snuggled close to me and I placed a protective arm around her waist as the both of us drifted to sleep side by side.