Daniela (cptnobvious) wrote, @ 2003-11-18 23:17:00

Current mood:	geeky
Current music:	Britney Spears- Breathe On Me

I mentioned earlier that I was in a funk. I certainly was. For a while there I was sure that I was going through one of this life changing times when you re-evaluate your beliefs and try and change yourself to be more like your ideals. Then I decided that my mood swings happened around the time when women would normally experience PMS, so I’ve switched it to think that instead of getting cramps, two weeks before my period or so, I become very sad. And according to the internet (all knowing as it is) it disappears when your period comes. Well I’ve convinced myself that that should be today (even though it isn’t) and I feel happy! Now… I realize that everything is in my head and I am incredibly messed up with the way I let myself get. But whatever.

Right. I’m probably happy because I have the Britney Spears CD. And also because of the fact that for the first time in over a week I woke up from a dream. Not a nightmare that disturbed me. That was kind of nice. Even though I couldn’t fall asleep for hours after going to bed. I had to get up for school but my mind wouldn’t stop working. And I think I also got all riled up cause of the online debate I had with John about the effects of pornography on men.

Ooh, I’m reading Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis, and he used the word “maunder” in a sentence. Well actually it was “maundering” but that’s the same thing. Anyway, I was so happy because that was my word of the week in like grade 10 that I had randomly picked out of the dictionary and I’ve never seen anyone (aside from my own pathetic attempts) use it. And he did it so well. Ya ya, I know...I need a life.

	Psycho (Anonymous) 2003-11-19 07:21 (link)
	Yes, yes you do. So how's that song "Touch of my Hand." ? :-P (Reply to this) (Thread)