erin (confusi0n) wrote, @ 2003-10-23 12:47:00

Current mood:	annoyed
Current music:	atreyu - lip gloss & black

i don't really have anything to write about.. friday i went to the movies.. we had to sneak it cause it was sold out.. there was only one seat left so danielle got it and i had to share a seat with dave.. there were what he calls 'claw marks' in his hands from me squeezing him so hard.. it was so scary though.. and his hands were just there.. did he expect me not to squeeze the life out of them everytime a guy with a chainsaw popped out? lol.. we went to mcdonalds then me tom anthony rob and marcy drove around trying to think of somewhere to go.. we ended up at anthony's then i came home at like 10:30.. tom stayed til like 11 and then i went over to marcy's with mike.. i got home pretty late and then ate like 20 sandwiches lol.. saturday i was with tom anthony and jenn all day.. same thing with sunday and monday.. but on monday i had to go home at like 6 cause my mom's a bitch.. i was grounded on tuesday.. yesterday tom took me and caitlyn to pq then dropped us off at caitlyn's house.. we were there for a while and then we were gunna go over jeff's but caitlyn couldn't go cause she had to watch her sisters.. so i went over to jeff's.. it was soo cold and i had to walk so far.. while i was there tom called being a dick and he kept hanging up on me.. i don't understand guys i really don't.. he's not speaking to me now.. it's ridiculous.. why am i not allowed to be over a guys house? he knows that i would never cheat on him yet he still has no trust for me.. i just wish he would trust me.. but i guess that will never happen.. i'm home today because i never woke up.. my mom's pissed at me.. but oh well.. i'm glad i didn't go to school today even though that means i can't go out tonight.. i really needed sleep. i just found out something very sad.. two days ago elliott smith stabbed himself.. this makes me extremely sad.. i loved him.

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	(Anonymous) 2003-10-26 16:53 (link)
	thats exactly wat you are caitlyn..a fucking waiste of time you peice of shit ! hahahah (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2003-10-25 20:04 (link)
	why would he trust you? i was told that you cheated on him.... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-10-26 16:51 (link)
	i wouldnt trust you either ya fucking cunt :) (Reply to this) (Thread)

confusi0n 2003-10-26 22:57 (link)

okay first of all caitlyn is not a waste of time.. it's a fucking song dumb ass.. you obviously don't know caitlyn or me.. and yeah you heard i cheated on him because some fucking skanky ass bitch made that rumor up.. i'm sure you're a really great person if you talk to scumbags like that.. oh and you posted one comment saying that i cheated on him and then another one calling me a cunt as if it was two different people.. i log ip addresses you fucking bitch.. don't read my journal if your friends with scum like krista hardiski.. which obviously you are since you said i cheated on him.. and her friends are the only ones who believe that.. and saying that you can't trust me but you're friends with her or maybe you are her.. i dunno.. but do you realize that she's cheated on everyone who she's gone out with? i've never cheated on anyone.. tom has every reason to trust me.. you don't know me or him and you don't know what's going on with us.. so fuck you and stop reading my fucking journal. · · erin · · (Reply to this) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2003-10-28 15:22 (link)

you have the nerve to say i cheat on all of my boyfriends? o your right. holli has u on her friends list. i come across ur journal once in a while. half the time i do not even bother to read them. and by the way, no i didnt comment, bcuz i have grown up a little ya kno? im not gonna b a douche bag and leave fuckin comments without my name. and now, we both kno that u cheated on tom with jeff a while ago and that i didnt make it up. so please stop fucking saying that i did. believe it or not, im not the only one who doesnt like u. so stop blaming me for all of ur problems arite? u do that to urself. but on another note... u kno how im so disgusting right? and how tom doesnt trust u to b at jeffs house? well now we all know why. lol now i guess ur just as disguting as me huh? altho i must say ive never done whut u did. i never fucked somebody when i was going out with somebody else... thats pretty low... hope it was good krista_ (Reply to this) (Thread)

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confusi0n 2003-10-28 17:03 (link)

okay first of all i didn't say that you commented.. but i'm sure it was one of your friends.. then i said maybe it was you.. cause it's possible it was.. and you were saying i cheated on tom way before that happened.. you were saying that like two monthes ago and this happened about three weeks ago.. and i didn't fuck jeff.. i'm still a virgin.. i kissed jeff once a while ago.. it was a huge mistake and you don't even know what happened so don't think you do.. and don't even say hope it was good to be a fucking bitch.. and i will never be as disgusting as you.. you're a fucking beat hairy beast.. i will never be like you.. you're a fucking whore.. i hope you fucking die slut.. stop reading my journal. · · erin · · (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2003-10-28 19:10 (link)

you need to learn when enoughs enough erin.i dont understand why you and everyone else insist on calling her a whore and a slut.so shes cheated on a few ppl.NOT CHEATED ON THEM BY HAVING SEX.that does NOT make her a whore at all.shes the best person i kno.and you kno that you cheated on tom with jeff.and so does everybody else.stop blaming everyone else for your fucking mistakes.krista is not disgusting.she never was and never will be.you dont deserve to be living right now.i dont kare if you hurt her by calling her names or not but its not right.you have no fucking right to say anything like that to her.shes never done anything wrong.shes never done anythingt o you.you dont deserve to have a boyfriend.or a best friend.and go ahead and comment back and call me names and bitch at me.it does not phase me wat so ever.be the bigger fucking person for once.grow up. _Amanda_* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2003-10-28 19:11 (link)
	stop judging people by there mistakes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

shakeitgranny 2003-10-28 22:23 (link)

I swear to god. if i hear anything else im gunna fucking rip my head off. Is it drama month or sumthing. you guys didnt talk or read eachothers journals in like forever and all of a sudden shit is up again. so erin made a mistake. everyone fucks up once in awhile so krista cheated on sum guys. shes trying her damnedest not to do it now. no1. NO1 has that right to say someone does not deserve to live. everyone deserves life. no matter how much you dislike somone. you never say something as low as that. Caitlyn is nto a waste of time. Erin made a mistake big deal Krista had fun while shes still young. so wat Please i cant fucking be stuck in the middle of another fight between my friends. because i'll get bitched at if i ever took a side. jus leave eatchother alone. I love you erin. I miss you we need to han gout. Later days K-LuH (Reply to this) (Thread)

confusi0n 2003-10-29 19:55 (link)

amanda you're a fuck up.. krista you're a bitch.. caitlyn i'm in love with you.. kayla i miss you more than anything.. krista i didn't have sex with jeff.. and i heard something intresting.. remember how you said that you never fucked anyone while going out with someone else.. well i heard you fucked cj while going out with kev.. so don't say shit to me when you actually did it and i didn't. · · erin · · (Reply to this) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2003-10-30 16:11 (link)

"so don't say shit to me when you actually did it and i didn't." this is wat you just sed to krista..dont say shit to her when she actually didnt do it.she NEVER had sex wtih cj. and im sry that i told you you dont deserve to live.i didnt realize how horrible it was.im sry for sayin that to you.im not sorry for the other shit i sed tho.and caitlyn you say that i am terrible for sayin that but listen to wat erin says.you dont bitch about her for it do you?nope you dont peace (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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(Anonymous) 2003-10-30 19:32 (link)

ya im glad that you heard that. i have bad news tho.. its not true at all. i never had sex with cj, and i never cheated on kevin. and i have never fucked somebody when iw as going out with someone else. that is low and heartless. if i was to do something like that i woudl fuckin break up with the guy first then do it. but u on the other hand... and please dont bullshit me and say it isnt true bcuz i heard it come out of his fuckin mouth. krista (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	(Anonymous) 2003-10-31 06:05 (link)
	caitlyn you keep asking krista why she cant understand that.mayb it was just a rumor.but why the fuck cant erin understand that krista DID NOT have sex with cj.shes never had sex with anyone when she was goin out with someone else either.so fuck off.shes not a fucking whore so stop callin her one.leave her the fuck alone already jesus christ. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2003-10-31 06:07 (link)
	and what that fuck caitlyn?grow tha fuck up already..were gonna go back to this 6th grade shit where u call me fat and you think it upsets me?listen bitch.nothing you say or do will EVER hurt me.EVER.so stop waisting your fucking time already (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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confusi0n 2003-10-31 23:30 (link)

wow i don't check my journal for like two days and all this fucking bullshit is in here.. i'd like to know why you would take the time to read my journal.. it's my thoughts about what goes on in my life.. i'll write stuff about caitlyn because i love her.. i'll write stuff about krista and amanda because i don't like them.. it's my thoughts.. you commenting shit will not change my opinions on you.. it will just make me hate you more.. and i know you'll come back with something really great like 'i dunn giv a shyt if u hate meh' which you can say but i really don't care.. i just wish you'd realize that i don't care what you say about me or what you think is true about me.. i know whether or not it's true and i don't need you telling me that you know it's true.. you can think it i really don't care at all.. but don't comment and think that if you tell me something, knowing that i hate you, i'll believe you.. and krista.. jeff fucking hates you.. he wouldn't tell you that because it's not true.. he doesn't even talk to you.. so stop making shit up and stop reading/commenting my journal. just end it right now.. just stop commenting cause you're not doing anything by it. (Reply to this) (Thread)