erin (confusi0n) wrote, @ 2004-02-08 23:36:00

Current mood:	lonely
Current music:	jet - look what you've done

mood · lonely
music · jet - look what you've done


first..

·first best friend: megan something
·first car: no car
·first date: micheal greenfield, preschool.
·first real kiss: can't be said.
·first break-up: chris lutinski
·first screen name: erinski311
·first self purchased album: don't remember.
·first funeral: don't remember.
·first pets: white foot<3 how i miss thee.
·first piercing/tattoo: pierced my ears.
·first credit card: two winters ago.. i miss it.
·first love: tom f'n iveson.
·first enemy: don't remember.
·first big trip: florida when i was like 6



last..

·last cigarette: currently smoking one.
·last car ride: about an hour ago.
·last kiss: about an hour ago.
·last good cry: haven't cried in a long time.
·last library book checked out: ..?
·last movie seen: something with mexico and a fake arm lol.. holli knows what i'm talking about.. i can't remember the name though.
·last beverage drank: pepsi cola.
·last food consumed: wing sauce.. is that a food?
·last crush: i suppose tom would be the last person i was 'crushed' by.
·last phone call: tom
·last time showered: this morning.
·last shoes worn: my green reeboks.
·last cd played: kev's mixed cd played in eric's car this afternoon.
·last item bought: cigarettes.
·last annoyance: bitching, drama, my family.
·last disappointment: a few phone calls about a half hour ago.
·last time wanting to die: i'm currently wishing that.
·last time scolded: scolded..? no.
·last shirt worn: the orange one that jeff told me to wear today.
·last website visited: steph's journal where i stole this survey from



yeah.. so.. life, it sucks.
fuck it.
fuck it all.
fuck everything.
fuck you.
fuck this godforsaken valley.
fuck that i can't fucking find my fucking lighter.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck it.
fuck life.

shakeitgranny 2004-02-09 13:06 (link)

Erin, How I love Thee. Don't say life sucks. I love you. How could Like suck when I love you. I know your very confused about a certain situation But I trust you that you'll make the desicion that makes you the happiest. Im done telling you my oppinion on that because your the only one who could make the right desicion I love you so much And Hopefully I get to see ur Beautiful face today =) Love you kayla (Reply to this) (Thread)

	confusi0n 2004-02-10 20:17 (link)
	it doesn't matter what makes me happiest anymore.. so i say, fuck it. fuck it all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	maryjane42o 2004-02-11 16:36 (link)
	Fuck that shit Erin. I love you and yeah life sucks sometimes but everyone gets over it and I know one thing you are definetly a strong person. I am glad to be friends with you. I don't know how I lived life before. I LOVE ERIN PETERSON Always _kristEn_ peaCe_ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)