I'm telling you this so you can relax (clownsrscary) wrote, @ 2003-12-01 10:22:00

Current mood:

indescribable

I got a hole in me now....
Sometimes I go about saying things the wrong way. I'm sorry I made you feel bad about things. You haven't done ANYTHING wrong. You've done everything right and that's why I love you so much. I miss you already...

your eyes
your arms
your lips
your hair
your hands
your cute ass ;)
your whisper
you dancing around in your boxers
the way you are so cute around your kitties
you making me pancakes
the way you can always tell when something is bothering me
you telling me I'm cute all the time
you rubbing me feet
me lotioning one of your feet
doing mud masks with you
you throwing me on my bed
watching cheesy romance movies
drinking coffee (when don't we do that..haha)
driving to Michigan to see you on Thanksgiving
missing you so much on Thanksgiving that I had to try and call you like 20 times before I could go eat with my family
the way you kiss me goodnight
making cheesecake
that cute look on your face when you ask me if I like a shirt you want to buy for yourself
when you open my door for me
when you forget to open my door for me and I give you a hard time (i'm only joking)
going shopping at 9 in the morning (and for what? I don't even know)
eating at the best chinese place that I've been to in awhile (we didn't go back, damnit!)
calling you at 2 p.m. and you telling me that you're making breakfast
falling asleep with you on your couch while watching football with your family *tear*
but most of all I miss just looking into your eyes and not saying anything (you have the most wonderful eyes).

5 days and there were so many wonderful moments. I'm truly sorry if I made you upset last night. I didn't mean too. I never want you to be sad about anything. You're a really great guy baby, and I wouldn't still be with you if you weren't. Please don't change, you're perfect the way you are. I love you sweetheart.

	ughsassin 2003-12-01 15:52 (link)
	you wish i did those things. i wasn't mad, i love you. thanks. this was a great 5 days. bye (Reply to this) (Thread)

	clownsrscary 2003-12-03 10:18 (link)
	I forgot about our shower. That was a good highlight too! There were so many good things. There are ALWAYS so many good things when I'm with you. You're the one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ughsassin 2003-12-03 00:54 (link)
	yeah. pancakes are good. why do we suck so much on the phone. it is no good that phone, i say. sorry for that, but i still love you and wish we had things to say and talk about. whatever, i'm off to bed. llove you baby, hope i don't get you down with the not phone talkingness of me. oh wait. i have a research paper to write. well fuck me, have a good night! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	It's alright clownsrscary 2003-12-03 10:17 (link)
	It's okay and stuff. I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)