Claire (claire0502) wrote, @ 2004-04-26 22:07:00

I sent a letter to mike today, i told him everythin! I sed that i love him again, that i understand he doesnt want a long distance relationship, that i love spending time with him n he makes me happier than anyone n that more than anythin i wanna still be friends with him. He never checks his mail in uni which is kept at the front desk of his accommodation and also he is going away at the end of the week for a short break with friends so he prob won't see it for ages. This mornin i did the thing u shud never do, espec in a vulnerable state - i opened the box! The box which has all that was mike and claire - letters, photos, presents, jewellery, cards, lil notes. I cried readin how he used to feel about me, spent 2 hours writin n changin a text to him n ended up writin him a letter. I now feel so relieved that ive got it off my chest! The letter was casual n shouldnt worry him n who knows might make him come runnin back n we'll live happily ever after....Ok so maybe not but at least ive told him how i feel n will wait to hear how he feels. I can't explain but i feel so free and happy now :-)

	*random props* booyita2522 2004-05-05 11:16 (link)
	Just wanted to give you some random props for getting your feelings out there! I am in a long distance relationship they are so HARD! so if you ever wanna chat I will be around! check out my blog! have a good day girly! (Reply to this) (Thread)

Re: *random props* claire0502 2004-05-05 15:35 (link)

Thanx for the message! Read ur profile thing and i love your favourtie quotes! I wish i had the chance of long distance but Mike doesnt think he'll be able to cope. We split at start of acedemic year when he moved to a diff uni, he'll be back in bout 4 weeks for the long summer so maybe we'll get back together then. I really hope so! U must be a strong girl to keep up a long distance relationship, and must have a good boy too! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)