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Chyld of Satan (chyldofsatan616) wrote,
@ 2004-04-15 09:24:00
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    Current mood:In Love...
    Current music:Marilyn Manson, Lunchbox

    Death by Choice
    Hey Xander, whats up? Nothin much here. Im in boring old school right now. Yes, I know. Lovely isnt it? But anywho. Im finding out alot more about Satanism. I got a book from the library yesterday, and it looks really cool. My mom doesnt approve of my religion if you can call it that. But who would. Eddie is getting better. I love him so much. I was seriously worried about him. I dont want to lose someone that i truly love. He means the world to me. Even if he doesnt think so. He tells me he loves me, yet I think that he is only kidding himself. As am I, but I truly do care. I saw matts mom yesterday. It was cool, She gave me a hug and told me that she was proud of me. Its nice to have someone who actually cares about you. I think that I will start telling Eddie the truth. That is, if he wants to hear it. I dont believe in a lot of truth telling, just because my dad never told me or my mother the truth. I love my father though. Even though he doesnt want to be a part of my life. But back to Eddie. I love him no matter what anyone else says. I dont think that people really know how much teasing and taunting really hurts a person. I think that me and him have more in common than we both think. Just because he called me doesnt mean that we have to automatically go out. But in this case, i actually think I have found the right person. Oh, and some more good news. I broke up with Nick. I really just wated some time off of our relationship. That way I am free to roam. I can also flirt and date others. Like Eddie. He is my true savior. My heart, my body, and my soul belongs to him. I love you more than anything Eddie. Never forget that. Love always,Skittlez



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